𝙃𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 ☾「hyunlix」

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 43

It's been 2 days since we had sex, after we shared a bed that day, waking up onto his embrace. It felt like I was dreaming. The next day, hyunjin got me roses in blue. He smiled and asked if he could officially be my lover. With a smile on my face I said of course, and wrapped my hands around his neck hugging him deeply. I was still getting used to acting romantic with him, but all I knew is that I was happy and I'd be hoping I'd stay happy for a long time.

Felix arrived home a little later than hyunjin because he was out with jisung clothes shopping. Once he walked in, the house was dark, the only sliver of light was what seemed to be forcing itself through the barely opened windows. There hyunjin was, resting his body on the couch, his arm above his eyes and his leg resting on the arm rest. Felix walked in, silently closing the door behind him. He removed his shoes and made his way to the tired hyunjin. He covered him with a blanket, staring at his sleeping face. He blushed, pressing his hand against the couchs pillow. Before he knew it he found his lips locked into the others. He quickly pulled away, in realization of what he's done. In an attempt to walk off, Hyunjin's sleepy voice said

"where are you going. You've already kissed me I deserve more"

He said, pulling Felix back into a heated kiss. He pressed his hands on Hyunjin's chest pushing him off.

"Go back to sleep!"

He said, aggressively walking off to his room, his face beet red with embarassment and flustered feelings. Hyunjin smiled, chuckling. He just knew he loved him.

Two days later

It's been two days, everything's been going well. Hyunjin even cooked for me. I always scolded him Everytime he did that, it felt as if he was my maid more. We both sat down the sofa with a bowl of food hyunjin made for both of us, watching a new movie called kpop demon hunters when all of a sudden, a knock was heard. At first we both looked at each other in confusion, no one really ever knocks on our dorm room unless it's jisung or Hyunjin's best friend changbin but neither of them have come by in a while. I stood up from the sofa, gulping down my fear.

The trauma of Kai was still subtly there, Everytime something like this happens I think of Kai the one who's supposed to be in jail. I took a deep breath, twisting the door knob with delicasy. When I opened the door, the one person that had never crossed my mind stood there, looking down at me. His murderous gaze was worse than kai's. My very own father..

I trembled in fear, wishing I'd never opened the door. I'd even wished it was Kai behind that door, because my father was ten times worse than kai ever was..

I looked around, wondering where my mother was but she wasn't there. I put on a stoic expression, used to his cold gaze and abusive ways.

"What are you doing here"

I said bluntly, annoyance being heard in my voice. The man coldly looked at me, grinning at me with annoyance.

"This is how you greet your father brat? We came back from the business trip which means that your coming home."

He said, trying to peak inside the dorm.

"It seems you made yourself comfortable"

He said, trying to push Felix out of the way to enter into the dorm. The blonde gulped, he didn't want him to come across hyunjin nor did he want hyunjin to come across him. He stood in front his father, his scary shadow covering the blonde. He shook his head in disagreement

"I'm not moving out of my dorm!"

Felix said, shouting loud enough that you'd hear it from the living room. Tears began to well up in his eyes in distress. He held it back, he couldn't let his father see weakness in him. He took a deep breathe trying to calm his heated head. The man before him was getting impatient, he grabbed him by the collar raising his hand to slap him when suddenly an arm stopped the man's hand in place. There hyunjin was glaring at his boyfriend, and a strange man he'd never seen before.

"Sir your disrupting our peace."

He firmly said glancing over at Felix to check if everything okay. The blondes face turned into terror, he stood there frozen. His arms continuing to shake.

"Your roommate?"

He said, glancing over to Felix. He bit the corner of his lips worried he'd do something bad to Hyunjin. He closed his eyes, his expression turning both fearful and angered at the same time. He couldn't let that man go near hyunjin, not after everything the taller has done for him.

"Please don't hurt him!"

He said standing in between hyunjin and his father. The man's cold gaze continued to look down at him in disappointment, and disgust. He scoffed under his breath, turning to leave.

"Don't forget that your my son, Felix."

Once the man left, Felix took a huge sigh of relief, feeling tears fall down to his face as he layed on the floor, hands keeping him sat up. He watched the tears fall onto the dry floor. He couldn't believe this was happening again, just when he thought he had escaped him, he came barging into his life again with intent to take him back to that place.

Hyunjin bent down, grabbing Felix's chin to kiss him passionately. He picked up the male gently, making sure he's able to stand on his two feet. The blonde nearly fell on Hyunjin. He felt as if his bones lost all the energy they needed to keep him afloat. hyunjin brought him to his room, sitting him down on his bed.

"Felix who is that and why are you so scared"

He said, trying to soothe him. He'd understand if the blonde didn't want to talk about it, all he could do was pull him into a warm embrace, making sure he'd be comforted through the night.

"He's my fa-father..."

Felix said trying to form words. The memories slowly began flooding back in. He tried to shake them off in an attempt to forget it, but deep down those memories are always there.

"He used to abuse me and-"

He stopped, choking back on his tears from streaming down his face once more.

"And if I go back he'll do it all over again"

He said, sniffling. The tears finally forced themselves down his face.

"A-and if I don't go back... My mom will pay the consequences."

He said, gripping onto Hyunjin's sheets tightly. It broke Hyunjin's heart to see Felix in this state. He pecked him on the forehead, putting his head down in hopes that he'd feel better.

"That fucker..."

He mumbled to himself, already planning something to get rid of him. He held onto his hands, patting felix's back and giving him a kiss on the cheek.  He pulled him into a warm embrace, patting him patiently as he watched the blonde find comfort. A few minutes later, he fell asleep. There were dried tears stuck onto his face. Hyunjin looked down at him, not wanting to move an inch from his spot in worry that Felix might wake up. With his thumb he removed the dry tears that stuck onto felix's freckled skin. He sighed, laying back down onto the pillow, gritting his teeth and clenching his fist. When will they ever get to live in peace?

A/n: I'm so sorry that I pulled a 360 on y'all but I didn't feel right leaving felix's "father" hanging after that dramatic entrance in the beginning of chapter 1🤧🙏 in this chapter all the dots connect, plus subtle lore about Felix family and why he wanted a dorm in the first place!  but dw the ending definitely won't be bad and the story will be wrapped up after around 3 chapters