𝙃𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 ☾「hyunlix」

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 23

"I hate.. you..."

The 3 simple words continued echoing inside Hyunjin's mind. He moved side to side unable to find comfort in his very own bed. The cold fan hitting his face while he was sweating was not making it any better. He didn't understand why he cared so much for someone who despised him with all his heart. He probably didn't even want to breathe the same air as him. His mind trailed back to when the blonde wept on his chest, his heart feeling the pain of piercing daggers as he recalled the feeling. The male then pushing him away and then running to his room where he kept himself confined in, refusing to come out for any reason. Hyunjin bit his lip throwing the blanket off his bare body, running his fingers through his silky dark hair. Upon coming out of his room, he made his way to the bathroom still no sight of Felix. His eyes fell onto the closed door beside his own clicking his teeth in annoyance before heading to get a glass of water and plopping himself onto the couch. 

...

A few hours went by, the male tapped his feet in annoyance whilst still watching a movie on the TV. He laid back against the couch resting his arms on the pillows behind him rolling his face back to look at the ceiling. This sense of silence felt odd..

The dark-haired male decided not to dwell on it much, knowing for sure that what he probably felt was an annoyance to the blonde male because there was no fighting today. He rolled his eyes deciding to ignore the lingering feeling in his chest, and grabbed the remote to play loud music on the television. He felt all the emotions he had cooped up in his chest wash away in just seconds. The blissful feeling overpowering the dark one that dared try to bother hyunjin. 

the lock twisted, and so did the doorknob, slowly opening the door from the room that had been locked for hours now. Hyunjin was so busy listening to his own music that he couldn't hear Felix's door being unlocked. 

smack

Hyunjin didn't get it, why did he feel the impact of someone's hand hitting his skull? The confused male couldn't begin to understand what was happening until he caught himself from tripping, only to turn around and see an angry hothead comparable to a red tomato standing right behind him. Raging fire seeped through the blonde's body his eyes being overshadowed by his long blonde hair. "can you fucking keep it down?!" Felix shouted loud enough to hear through the loud music. Hyunjin grabbed the remote control putting his song on pause before placing it back down on the table neatly and crossing his arms. "so you only come out when I decide to finally enjoy my alone time?" he said with a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. "no you fucktard.. I only came out because you're bothering me!". A chuckle escaped Hyunjin's lips before frowning once more. He walked around the couch grabbing the blonde's cheeks noticing dry tears under his eyes, his mind flashing back to the day before, his eyes refusing to come off the blonde's. He gasped in surprise letting go of Felix's cheeks once he was made aware of what he had just done, the blonde male cheeks turning bright red. "oh sorry" hyunjin said burying his hands in his pockets. a silent pause coming afterward before interrupting the silence once more "Who...hurt you Felix." Hyunjin said his demeanor darkening turning more serious. Felix almost found himself wanting to tell him everything. "it's not your business," Felix said looking the other way. Hyunjin's eyes pierced through Felix making eye contact for more than 5 seconds. "fine I won't force you" he said turning his back and getting ready to walk away when a hand prevented him from doing so "Wait!" a familiar deep voice shouted tugging at his white shirt "it was Yeonjun" he said his voice lowering at the name. Hyunjin tried his best to contain his composure in this situation a wave of warmth and heat coming over his body while also hearing a familiar name daring to hurt his enemy igniting a fire within. Neither said anything both remaining in silence for a few seconds "I have to go to the bathroom." Felix said making his first exit. 

 ...

The next day, Felix missed school as expected his injuries still healing from the impact of a certain redhead. Hyunjin on the other hand went to school like normal taking in the morning air. He grabbed the jacket from his bag putting it around his body zipping up the jacket.

 The whole day he skipped school though he was there he wasn't in class. He relaxed by a bench smoking his weed and looking up at the sky as the smoke faded away. He clicked his teeth a certain someone occupying his brain, and as if fate didn't have any other plans Yeonjun appeared. Hyunjin's gaze was now directed to the redhead male crushing his cigar in his hand and then throwing it on the grass. His expression darkened as his eyes furrowed in annoyance. "oh hyunjin?..." Yeonjun said expecting the male to be in class. Hyunjin remained silent on the bench as the redhead hesitantly took a step closer now standing above the male "You good?" he spoke once more as he touched his shoulder, the dark-haired male impulsively shrugging him off. "what the fu-" Yeonjun spoke before getting cut off by the male before him "who gave you the right to beat up MY enemy?" he said getting up from his seat walking up to Yeonjun with every step. "was that fight not good enough for you? fuck Yeonjun" he said. "who told you that?! Was it Felix? That twink is lying," he said trying to calm Hyunjin down. The dark-haired male grabbed Yeonjun by the collar once more leaning to his ear. "let me make it crystal clear, no one can fucking mess with my enemy but me got it?" he said throwing Yeonjun against the floor grabbing a cigarette and walking off. "oh and if I find out you try to beat him up again whether it's through people or yourself I will really fuck you up this time." he said kicking him in the stomach making sure he won't get up for awhile. 

Hyunjin felt as if he was going crazy, he didn't get why he cared so much for someone who hated his guts. he couldn't even understand why the 3 most hurtful words could affect him this badly when he was aware from the beginning that the blonde had always felt that way. He felt a sense of responsibility cloud his judgment and a weird feeling arose from his chest. Could that day at the camp affected him so badly that he began feeling something he couldn't understand himself?


a/n: firstly, I'd like to say that every day I read your guys' comments and I feel motivated to continue writing. In the beginning, I enjoyed writing this story a lot to the point that I'd write chapters every day. Soon enough people began to like it which motivated me more, but I began to tire myself out by forcing myself to write for the people that enjoy this story. Fear not the story isn't ending yet in fact there's more to go for those who are enjoying this so far also this is definitely my most favorite story I've ever written, but because I want to create a better story full of my love and motivation I'll be taking a short break and ill use this break to get more ideas for my story to appeal to my readers!