craving you. || Itafushi.

chapter 1 - Megumi.

I remember the day I say Yuji like it was yesterday. the way he saved me without knowing me, the way he swallowed Sukuna's finger without thinking twice. I remember it all. I also remember the feeling I got in my stomach when Sukuna ripped Itadori's shirt off. I fell in love with him then and there. and I kept falling when he decided to become a jujutsu sorcerer instead of being executed straight away. but I knew. I knew Yuji Itadori would be executed none the less. he just had some more time to live.

"Fushiguro~" Kugisaki called.
"what." I flat panned.
"jeez, no need to be rude. anyways! Itadori and i are going shopping, wanna join?" she asked. spending some time with Itadori would be fun.
"sure." I replied.
"YAY!!! I'll go tell Itadori, BYE FUSHIGURO!!" she squealed. she started to run down the hall before stopping.
"oh... and Fushiguro? wear something decent." she smirked. huh?
"um... okay?" I questioned before she ran away again to tell Itadori the plan. I think Kugisaki knows. I wouldn't be surprised. I've been head over heels in love with Itadori for so long now, I'm surprised he doesn't know. I know that Itadori is gonna be executed one day. and it sucks, but I can't do anything to prevent it. I chose to save him, that was all I could do. but I've never regretted saving him, ever. I have, however, regretted falling in love with him. even if he wasn't to be executed, were jujutsu sorcerers, not normal teenage kids. romantic feelings are pointless, the bane of my existence is to sacrifice my lives for non-sorcerers. that's why I was born. I've never had an issue with romantic feelings, even before high school, but now... it's so difficult. Itadori is all I think about, his perfect personality, his perfectly sculpted face and body, his eyes... just everything.
flick.
"what- oh, it's just you. hey, Itadori."
"hey Fushiguro!! are you okay? you seem pretty spaced out."
"yeah, I'm fine."
"okay!!" he smiled. his smile has always looked gorgeous in my eyes. and I think it forever will.
"CAN YOU TWO LOVEBIRDS HURRY UP????" Kugisaki screamed.

every. single. fucking. time. every time i go out with these two nimwits, I'm always stuck in the middle. and they're always bickering about something.
"booooooring!" Kugisaki rolled her eyes.
"hey! my movie preferences are not boring. you're boring." Itadori snapped back.
"WHAT. did you just say about me, Yuji Itadori?" Kugisaki glared at him. as much as I say I hate sitting in the middle, I actually enjoy it. the warmth of both people, knowing that there still here in this very moment, it's all really comforting to me. sometimes Itadori and I will accidentally graze each other's hands, or Kugisaki will grab my leg if the car suddenly jolts forward, or they'll both lean their heads on my shoulders. I believe that there's always been a special connection between the three of us.
"oh. my. GOD!!!!!!" Kugisaki squealed.
"WHAT?!" Itadori squealed back. it's funny, they seem to match each other's energy a lot.
"LOOK!!! THEY OPENED A NEW SUSHI SHOP TODAY!!!" she pointed it out to us.
"WE HAVE TO GO THERE!!!" Itadori practically jumped out of his seat.
"we can't get there if you're both dead." I said.
"why would we be dead???" Itadori asked.
"I'm gonna kill you both if you continue screaming in my ears."
"ohhh. sorry Fushiguro!!" Itadori chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck. I just nodded in response. the car finally came to a stop, with Nitta saying she would pick us up when we needed her.
"okay. I'm going shopping, you boys can follow or do your own thing." Kugisaki said.
"I'm gonna go buy some more snacks for my movie fridge, do you wanna join me Fushiguro?" he asked.
"sure."
"OKAY! bye lovebirds!" Kugisaki winked as she left. I just rolled my eyes. Itadori and I started walking to the grocery store in silence, but not an awkward silence.
"hey, Fushiguro?" Itadori asked.
"hm?"
    "why does Kugisaki always call us 'lovebirds'?"
    "I've got no idea." I lied. the truth is, I did know why, everyone knew. besides him. which, all in all was a good thing, but sometimes I wonder what life would be like if he did know.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Itadori ended up dragging me to watch some weird movie with him. I paid no attention to the movie at all, but instead focused all my attention on him. I tried months ago to stop this endless cycle of constantly falling deeper in love with him, but it seems to me that it just can't be stopped. so instead, I've decided to embrace it just that little bit more.                                      ding!                                                           
"Fushiguro!! you need to turn your phone on silent!" Itadori whisper yelled.
    "sorry." I whispered back. I looked at my phone to see a message from Kugisaki.

Kugisaki.                                                 Hey Fushiguro, are you free? I need your help URGENTLY!!!!!!!!!! Meet me at the cafe RN

I stared at the message for a second. there is a slight possibility that Kugisaki's actually in trouble, all though I doubt it. better off going to see she's okay then not going and finding out she actually needed me.
    "hey, Itadori? Kugisaki asked if I could meet her at the cafe, so I'm gonna leave you here to finish your movie. thanks for inviting me, and sorry I had to leave so suddenly." I whispered apologetically.
    "it's okay! thanks for coming." he smiled. I got up and went to the cafe to meet Kugisaki. when I arrived, there was another girl there, she looked to be our age and had a similar hair style and colour to Kugisaki's.                                                                                                                                         "Fushiguro!" Kugisaki waved me over. I walked over to her. she got up so I could sit next to the window and then sat back down.

    "so, Fushiguro. this is Yuko Ozawa, she knows Itadori from middle school." Kugisaki looked at me expectantly. I knew what she was getting at, and I'm not surprised that Ozawa likes Itadori. he is quite attractive after all, and this kinda stuff was bound to happen either way, so I decided to play along with it.
    "so it's like that?" I asked. Kugisaki nodded her head vigorously.
    "since you're Itadoris best friend, you should know the answer to this. does Itadori have a girlfriend?" Kugisaki asked. come to think of it, I don't know anything about Itadoris dating life. I've honestly just never thought of asking him to be honest.
    "I would say he doesn't. he's never mentioned a girlfriend before, and looking at all the posters he has hanging up in his room, I'm doubting he does."
    "awesome. and what's his type?"
    "tall girls with big butts." I responded nonchalantly. (Nonchalant dreadhead Megumi confirmed.) Kugisaki squealed and grabbed Ozawa's hands.
    "EEEEEK!! YOU MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE!!!!" she squealed. I internally rolled my eyes. she's always so loud at the wrong times.                                                                                       
    "omg I have to text Itadori now!!" Kugisaki said as she grabbed her phone to text Itadori.

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