craving you. || Itafushi.

chapter 10 - Yuji

    "is the water cold?" Gojo sensei asked.
    "huh? oh, no, not really. you should come in with the rest of us after we eat, you too Megumi!" I smiled at Megumi.
    "Tuna Mayo?"
    "huh" I can never understand Inumaki sadly, Megumi can! he and Panda are the translators for us. I personally think Megumi's better but, that might just be me. (GLAZERRRRR SHUT UP SHUT UP D1 GLAZER)
    "you're right Toge! why are you and Fushiguro on a first name basis all of a sudden?" Panda asked. I could see Megumi hide his face in his knees from the corner of my eye.
    "oh! well, we're best friends, and we just thought it would be nicer to call eachother by our first names!" I lied.
"whateverrrrr. anyways, foods here!" Kugisaki calls. i whined at her first comment, shes so mean sometimes. everyone crowded around and waited for Kugisaki to place the food -plus the two extra drinks she bought- down so we could start eating.

it took a good 20 minutes for all the food plus the two drinks to be gone. a large share of chips, 7 peices battered fish, a regular size of calamari and 5 seafood sticks, and it took us only 20 minutes. that's insane!
    "i'm going back in the water, does anyone wanna join me?" I asked. everyone besides Kugisaki said something equivalent to 'yes'. everyone started walking over to the water, but I stayed behind for a bit.
    "are you okay, Kugisaki?" I asked.
    "I'm fine. go be with your fucking boyfriend and leave me alone." she snapped. i honestly jumped back a little. Kugisaki always is a bit sassy and honestly kinda rude sometimes, but this was different, in a way that I couldn't word.
"uh... okay... well um, tell me if you wanna talk I guess." I said before leaving. there was no point in staying, she didn't want me around. I went and joined Megumi and the others.
"hey, is everything okay?" Megumi asked.
"yeah... uh... I just need to tell you something, but when we get back to our room." I sighed. I really was worried for Kugisaki, and I really did wonder why she was so upset.

we stayed in the water for another 4 hours, and the sun was getting ready to set. everyone had already gone back to their rooms, so Megumi and I we're the last people left on the beach. oddly enough, no one, not even strangers, had the idea to stay and watch the sunset. so it literally was just Megumi and I.
"so, what did you wanna say? I know we aren't in our room but it's just us." he said.
"it's Kugisaki, she was really upset when I spoke to her today."
"huh?"
"well, when you and the others went in the water, I obviously stayed back to check on her, and when I asked if she was okay, she snapped at me, saying 'I'm fine. go be with your fucking boyfriend and leave me alone.' I just, I don't know what I've done wrong." I sighed. I want to make things between Kugisaki and I right, but how can I do that when I don't know what's wrong?
"oh. I see." he said.
"I'll try talk to her again tomorrow, for now" -I looked at him and planted a kiss on his nose.- "let's just wait for the sunset and not ruin this nice mood." I said, laying down on the sand.
"okay." he whispered, laying down with me. we layed together for about 10 minutes, before I grabbed Megumi's hand, intertwining our fingers. his hands were cold against my own, and it felt as if his hands slotted perfectly in my own, and for a minute, I forgot that we weren't actually dating. for a minute, I forgot that we're Jujutsu Sorcere's, and not two, normal teenage boys inlove. for a minute, I forgot that I was a vessel for Ryomen Sukuna, for the king of curses. for a minute, I forgot that being the vesses of Ryomen Sukuna meant my execution. for a minute, life was normal. but only for a minute.
    "Yuji..." I heard Megumi whisper.
    "yeah?" I replied. he wasn't looking at me, but instead the orange sky.
    "if we're to meet again, in another universe, let's get married, and live life like two normal boys inlove." he whispered.
    "okay." I smiled.
    "Megumi?"
    "yeah?"
    "i know you said the other night was a one-night thing, but if we can't be together due to my fate, let's atleast live that part of our lives together." I muttered. honestly, I wish we could be together. but if the only intimacy I can have with him is holding hands whilst we're alone, and having sex when we're meant to be sleeping is all I can get, than that's all I'll take. it's not like I only want to have sex with Megumi, I mean sure, I enjoy it, but I want to be able to kiss him infront of everyone, I want to hold his hand in public, I want to be the one he holds at night, I want to be his, and I want him to be mine.
    "yeah... okay." he whispered.

the sunset came and so did I. I didn't exactly think that the conversation Megumi and I had 30 minutes prier would lead to having sex on the beach, but it did. no complaints though. Megumi and I went into the ocean to clean ourselves off just a bit better so we could go back to our room. the walk was... a bit uncomfortable to be honest. walking from the beach to our room is only 10 minutes max, but just after sex, and not exactly clean from it? it's a really gross feeling. the second we walked into the room and had the dorr closed, I took my clothes off and threw them into a little washing pile we had created.
    "I'm going to shower, are you joining me?" I asked. apparently that was a way too straight forward question for Megumi though, because he became a blushing mess.
    "huh- why- wha- I- you can't just, ask that!" he exclaimed.
    "you're acting like we didn't just see eachother naked like... 15 minutes ago." I said.
    "wha- ugh, whatever. sure, I'll join you." he said.