39 ~ Graveyard of secrets & Hot Thank yous

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I take out my phone and start venting out my disappointment by sending him voice messages

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I take out my phone and start venting out my disappointment by sending him voice messages

" I hate you, I hate you so much"

" You didn't even feel it was necessary to inform me"

" Don't call me ever again"

" I am going away from here, you just keep on doing conferences"

" Are you with some other woman there?"

" Please tell me there is no one else with you "

" Do whatever you want, just know that you won't find me here anymore"

All sent.

Suddenly it occurs to me, I shouldn't have sent so many texts to him, Anyways he deserves this.

You promised that you'll never let me go away from you, and instead you yourself went away.

Am I too insecure!

Maybe I am.

What can I do , I am scared to lose him.

I'm too much emotionally dependent on him.

Why don't you understand what I feel for you.

Out of nowhere, Megha suddenly barges into my room.

" Will you lend me your white floral dress?" she pleads me with heart eyes " I am going on a date with Harsh"

Everyone is happy with their lives, dating and having fun.

Meanwhile I am drowning into an uncertain forbidden relationship with my Professor.

And the saddest part is I am quite apprehensive about the future of this tumultous relation.

Sometimes there is so much hope that he'll always choose me.

And the next moment every hope washes away with incidents like this.

" You don't need to request so much, take whichever dress you want" I smile at her and hand over my white dress.

" What will you do sitting at home? Go and have some fun outside " She winks at me and gives a long advice on how I should out dating some hot guys instead of sitting at home idle.

Maybe I should follow her advice and start leading a normal happy life just like them, but even the thought of any other guy except him ruins my mood.

That man has ruined me for any other boy.

I reluctantly work on my laptop for sometimes, but my mind feels so unsettled.

Nothing feels good without him.

He has become the source of my joy, my happiness, my peace.

It feels like my dopamine secretion has become dependent on his presence.

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