58~ Hot Kisses, Warm Tears, Sordid secrets

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Mentions of mental health issues

And I don't know why it feels he diverts the topic

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And I don't know why it feels he diverts the topic.

" Did you stop your medicines" He asks while kissing my damp eyes and licks a strip of tears from my cheeks

" Yes, after I started sleeping with you" I whisper into his chest because I never needed them.

" You shouldn't have Ara. Atleast you could have said me, psychiatric medicines shouldn't be stopped instantly , they needs to be tamped down first, then paused, sudden stoppage increases the triggers " he speaks while massaging my waist.

" Are you a psychiatrist or what ?" I scrunch my nose at him .

" These are common sense baby, everyone know these basic stuff " he comments like an expert again.

Well no.

Everybody is not interested in everything

" Hmm fine, now don't talk about medicines " I place my finger on his lips and he kisses it back.

" Why don't I get any nightmares when I am with you ? " I blurt out in frustration not being able to recall anything.

He diverts the topic again.

" I will take you to a much better psychiatrist this time hmm " He gives me a glass of water and I chug it down it one go.

" Please no" I clutch onto his shirt
" They give tons of medicines which makes me drowsy"

" But you will sleep better" he covers me with the comforter and slowly rocks my body again

" I only sleep better when you hold me in your arms" I cling onto him like my last ray of hope and it's true his touch soothes my frantic nerves which even no medicine can.

" But seeking medical help will make your life much better baby " He slowly ties my hair into a ponytail as it was clinging to my wet cheeks

" you are tired, aren't you, it's right, actually you should be, I am just becoming a burden over you, you can't even leave the bed early without me since I hold onto you " I crawl over him cupping his face tightly

" but please don't leave me , I will die without you" I look at him with pleading eyes.

" I promise I will try to be better " Another sob wracks through me

I've become so so dependent on him, I can't imagine my life without him.

" Do you have any idea, what you are speaking?" His voice croaks a little as if he is in pain, too much pain

" Hit me, shout at me, scream at me, but don't ever call yourself a burden " He touches his forehead with mine, his hot breath fanning over my face

And he slowly licks up all my tears again , the comfort is too much making me close my eyes.

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