Chapter 14

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Connors pov

I want to help, troye is the only boy I've ever found attractive. I could get lost in his oceanic eyes, caress his prominent cheekbones, run my hands through his GORGEOUS hair. I wish I could just spend eternity with this boy.

Troye stopped walking, his face looking down at the ground, his shoulders hunched up nervously fiddling with his hands.
"Connor, i might just head back to the hotel..." He said keeping eye contact with the ground. His voice filled with anxiousness. My hand drifted to his hips, making his breathing hitch up. In one swift motion I pulled the fragile boy towards me locking our hips together. I could feel him squirm against me. His eyes slowly drifted up to mine, his bottom lip quivered. "Connor..." He whispered. His deep eyes gazed at mine, I kept getting lost in the pools of dark blue.
"Troye, I'm here, let's go swimming. We're nearly at the beach, do it for me." I said calmly. Troye nodded his head gently.
I softly pressed my lips onto his, tilting his head up with my right hand. Controlling the kiss, his lips moved willingly against mine, I could feel him sighing into the kiss as he relaxed.
"Not here. Someone will see" Troye said pulling out of the kiss. I smiled and grabbed his hand dragging him towards the beach.

The tide was out so we slowly made our way over the the water. The sand softly scrapped against my feet, warming the skin.

It felt right to be holding Troyes hand here and now. I felt at ease. I felt at home. I felt complete.

As we reached the waters edge I stopped and looked at Troye. He starred blankly back at me without emotion.
"Come on then, let's get in" I said as I took my top off. Troye just stood there and starred once again down at his feet. "Come on Troye, no ones looking" I said encouragingly. He looked up at me again his eyes filled with fear.
"I hate my body" he said so quietly I could barely hear him.
"But I love your body" I said carefully placing a single kiss on his cheek. "Look you can keep your top on, I'll buy you a dry one from the shops after but please come in the water with me?" I pleaded. He slowly started to take off his jeans and I did the same.

God he looks sexy.

I grabbed Troyes hand once again and ran as fast as I could towards the waves. The water was freezing, but refreshing.
"OH MY GOD CONNOR" Troye shouted as I pulled him in deeper. Soon we were in water that covered our chests. I grabbed Troyes tshirt and yanked it off his wet body and over his head to his surprise.
"No one can see now" I said to him throwing the t shirt over my shoulder.
"But my top..." He said looking for it. I stopped him grabbing his face and focusing his eyes back onto me.
"Hey, I said I'll get you a new one." I said pulling his face slightly closer.
"So what are we doing tonight, I mean alfie and Zoe want us to go out but what do you want." He said floating in the water.
"Well it would be nice to spend some time with them, but we don't have to go out if you don't want to." I said taking note of Troye reluctancy to go out clubbing.
"So be it, we will make plans with them when we get back to the hotel then." He said starting to loosen up. He splashed me a little with his hand wetting my hair. He let out a tiny giggle which put a smile on my face. I brought my hands up in the air and smacked them back down onto the water in Troye direction sending a torrent of water over his head soaking his hair. "CONNOR YOU JERK!" He said trying to fix his hair. I slapped his arm slightly saying
"You know you love it" giving him a cheeky wink. He bit his bottom lip slowly sending chills down my arms.
"Kiss me" he said. I didn't move. "Kiss me Connor." He said louder this time, starting to approach me. I wrapped my hands around his neck and one in his hair. I pulled gently on his hair showing dominance. He let out a slight gasp.
"Fuck you're hot" I said in lust.

I smashed my lips into his, the electricity warming my entire body. He wrapped his legs around me positioning himself over my crotch. I felt him thrust down into me as I moaned into his lips. I bit his lip letting him pull away slightly. I held tightly onto his hair pulling harder and harder every second. He moaned loudly this time out loud. He dug his nails into my back clawing at my skin for release. I loosened my grip on his hair as I slowed the kiss down. His lips moved slowly, passionately against mine. I ran my hands up and down his body, feeling every corner of his torso. His skin was like silk. I broke our kiss and pulled his body onto mine, letting our skin rub together. I hugged him tightly and he did the same. His breathing matched the beat of the waves as they gently lapped up against mine and his body.
"Troye. I love you." I said not letting go of him. He stayed in silence. Not saying a word. This silence continued for what felt like an hour. I became nervous.

What if Troye didn't love me back? What if I said it to early? What if I'm being to intense? Why have I been such an idiot? Oh god I've blown it with him. I have no chance anymore.

He looking me in the eye letting me see those familiar eyes.
"No one has ever said that and truly meant that to me" he said quietly looking directly into my eyes. I didn't have anything to say.
"I love you too Connor, i really do."

A/n
Hey again. It's short yet sweet. Hope you enjoy the new update and if so vote and comment. Thank you all for reading this and showing your interest. It really means the world to me.
Love you all very much,
Joey xxxxxxx

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