Falling for you - tronnor

Chapter 19

Connors pov

"Just go speak to him" Zoe said enthusiastically. I looked at her, disappointed she had tricked me. I looked at the familiar silhouette of the skinny boy in the distance. His hair moved gently over his forehead. The wind making ripples in his top.

Fuck

I slowly took more steps towards the boy. I turned back to Zoe who was now just peeking out of the door as to not be notice. She gave me the thumbs up and I turned back to face where I was walking. I was a few meters away from Troye. He was singing softly. It was a song I hadn't heard before. Something new. Something electrifying. His angelic voice gave me goosebumps, I slowly took a few steps closer. He stopped singing as he straightened up.
I made my move.
"That was beautiful" I said walking up to his side. He whipped his head around to face me, startled. His cheeks where turning bright red.
"How long have you been there." He asked worryingly.
"Long enough" I said looking at him directly. His glassy sapphire eyes were staring back at me. "So..." I said turning back to face the skyline.
"I'm sorry Connor, I do love you. I really do. I've only had two relationships and they have both ended terribly. I just don't want to hurt you. I can't hurt someone I love. I don't..."

"I know Troye." I said interrupting the fragile boy. "I... I don't know" I said disappointed.
"Con.." Troye said chocking back tears. His voice was thick and raspy. "Oh fuck" he whispered under his breath as he leaned in the rail looking down at his feet. A tear fell from his face and onto the concrete. "I'm sorry" he whispered once again. "I fucking love you". The words escaped his mouth just as more tears landed on the ground.
I stood there just watching. Frozen. My mind was telling one thing but my heart was telling me another. Troye sniffled back his tears. His head slowly looking back up at me. I couldn't help but smile at him. He slowly stood back up to face me. His face a mess but still fucking gorgeous.
"The view is beautiful up here Troye" I said slowly getting a little closer to him.
"Yea, the world is" he said still fighting back more tears. I grabbed Troye behind the neck pulling his face close to mine. I felt his warm breathe, unsteady on my face.
"I meant the one in front of me" I said staring deeply into his eyes. Another silent tear fell. I laughed a little and so did Troye. "Kiss me." I said letting mine and Troyes forehead touch. Troye sighed, the warm air hit my cool face. He pressed his lips against mine, it was a non sexual kiss. Just romantic. I deepened the kiss, intertwining my hands with his hair. Pulling on it gently. His hands snaked their way to my waist, forcing our bodies closer. The kiss was electrifying. I'd missed this and it had only been a day since we last kissed. I needed Troye in my life, I couldn't live without him. Troye pulled away from the kiss. "I love you Troye. Never let go." I said as I backed away from him. He smiled and giggled through his tears.
"Oh god I'm a mess" he said wiping the tears away with his hand.
"But your a beautiful mess" I said pecking him on the lips on last time.
We both turned back to face the exit. Zoe was in the doorway smiling and crying lightly. "Looks like we have company" I said jokingly. We walked over to her smiling. She handed us her phone, there was a photo on it of us kissing with the skyline backdrop.
It was beautiful.
"You're a real good photographer, Zoe" Troye said still emotional. She thanked him and we all hugged.
"Thank you" I said to her. She nodded. We all walked back down the stairwell, my hand still intertwined with Troyes.
"It's 6 am guys." She said as we reached the corridor. "Do you want to come back to my room" she offered. I turned to Troye to make the decision.
"That sounds great Zoe" Troye Said happily. We all walked back to zalfies room. For the first time in a while i truly felt happy.

As we approached the door Zoe told us to be quiet. She opened the door slowly. The room was dark but we could make out Alfie.
"Alfie" Zoe said walking over to him. She shook him gently. "Babe, we have company." She said looking back over at us. Alfie groaned and looked over at us.
"Boys!!" He said excitedly. His morning voice was really groggy. He held his arms out for a hug. Me and Troye both went over to him and gave him a hug.
"Are you two ok?" Alfie said sitting up. Troye turned to face me. His eyes starting right back at mine.
"Yea. We're ok" I said casually. Me and Troye didn't break out gaze. We starred deep into each other's eyes.

How could I live without this munchkin.

"Oh just kiss already" Alfie joked.
"They already have" Zoe giddily said. She pulled her phone out of her pocket and showed Alfie the picture.
"Guys. That is so cute" Alfie cooed.
"Can I tweet this?" Zoe said. Troye looked at me worried. "Don't worry I won't if you don't want me to" she said rubbing Troyes arm.
"I don't know if I'm ready." Troye said looking at me.
"Don't worry babe, it's fine." I said kissing Troye on the cheek.
"Aww" Alfie squealed. Me and Troye giggled.
"Can we get some breakfast? I'm starving" Zoe said rubbing her stomach. Alfie nodded and jumped out of bed. He only had boxers on so he quickly fumbled around the room for some clothes. He got dressed and handed me a jumper to put on. Alfie's hand lingered on mine. He looked at me now.
"Talk to us next time" he said directly.

The scars.

I nodded back.

How long would that promise last though.

We all left the room and headed downstairs to the dinning room. A few fans spotted us and said something inaudible. The looked disgusted or something.
We sat down at our table with our menus.
"You two are disgusting!" I heard a voice coming from behind me. We all turned to look at the person. It was a girl, with a bunch of friends. "How could you do such a thing to Tyler, and then appear in public together. You are a disgrace." She said almost crying. Troye tensed up. His hands were shaking as she hurled insults at us.
"What are you talking about?" Zoe interrupted her.
"Tyler's new video. He told us everything. You should be ashamed. Especially you Troye for cheating on him." She said turning around and leaving. Troye had fallen silent. His face incredibly pale.
"What the fuck" Alfie said. I started to scratch at my arm. The pain felt good, I couldn't stop.
"Get your phone out now" Alfie said to Zoe. Troye pulled his knees to his chest as he buried his head into them. Zoe pulled up the video the girl was talking about. It started with Tyler in his hotel room using his webcam to record.
"Hey guys. I think you should know a lot that I have been keeping from you guys." He started. "I'll start of by saying me and Troye were in a relationship, I fell in love for him. He was my everything." He started to fake cry. "We had such a good connection. Well at least I thought we did. But no he went and slept with your favorite boy from Minnesota, yep Connor Franta. He went and stole my boyfriend.  And the worst thing is that his friends are supporting him in this. Cheating is not ok. You broke my heart, both of you." He said as the video finished.
"Why" Zoe said. Troye quickly got up and ran out of the hotel. I got up and ran after him, running past the girls who had come up to us. I got outside to where he was, he was bent over with his hands on his knees, vomiting on the floor.
"Troye it's ok" I said rubbing his back trying to comfort him. Zoe chased after us through the door.
"Connor your arm!" She shouted. I looked down to see that my arm was bleeding. A lot. My new cuts were all ripped open.
Shouldn't have scratched. 
Troye looked up to see it and tried to speak. "Connor wha" he said being interrupted by another stream of vomit.
"It's ok Troye, just let it all out." I said rubbing the base of his spine.
"Let's just get room service." Zoe said, her hand resting on my shoulder. I nodded and helped Troye balance. There was a bit of vomit on the corner of his mouth. I wiped it away with my tissue. We made our way back in. My arm Stinging now. We saw a group of people crowding round the place we left Alfie. We heard shouting coming from two voices.
"HOW FUCKING DARE YOU DO THIS" Alfie screamed hysterically. I tried to get a look of who it is. I saw a very familiar quiff.

Tyler motherfucking Oakley

A/n it's kinda a bad chapter but I hope you enjoy it :) leave me what you think should happen next in the comments as I'm running low on ideas right now. I have an idea for the ending but that won't be for a while. Anyway I'm going back to school soon so the updates will definitely not be as frequent. I'm sorry for this but I have my school work to focus on.
Love you guys :)
Joey xxxxxxx