Falling for you - tronnor

Chapter 21

Troyes pov

I looked at the boy above me. His porcelain skin glowed in the darkened room. His plump lips puckered at me. His eyes full of lust yet were forgiving. A single strand of hair wandered over his eye. I looked deeper into his eyes. He smirked looking directly back. I sunk into the bed further feeling a sense of uncomfortable vulnerability. Connors eyes followed me. I felt my cheeks blush, my breathing unsteady. Con lowered his head down to mine, letting our foreheads touch. His brow was warm. I starred at him, desperate. He bit his lip, letting out a small moan. "Con..." I breathed. He laughed sadistically at this. He pressed his lips slowly into mine, kissing me finally. He electricity shot through my body once again, it was just as passionate and exciting as our very first kiss. I tried to deepen the kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him in closer, but he fought back. Pulling away slowly from my weak arms. His face only  inches away from mine. "Please" I pleaded with him. He was all I wanted in that moment.

I was ready. I was desperate.

"Are you sure troye?" He said almost dismissively. I had never seen this side to Connor. And I was kind of enjoying it.
"Fucking kiss me" I pleaded quietly. He grabbed my arms pinning them above my head. I looked worryingly into his eyes, His eyes that were still full of lust and fire. He smashed his lips into mine, taking control, taking joy in every moan I let out asking for more. He slowly pulled my t-shirt up and round my neck. In one swift move my torso was exposed to him. I hated my body is much but at this point I was just too into Connor to care. He started leaving a trail of kisses from my neck to my naval. He got the my belly button and kissed around it, leaving some saliva on my skin. "Con..." I whispered. He looked up at me me menacingly. "I don't know if I can do this" I said hesitantly. Flashbacks of Tyler flooded into my head. How I told him to stop, how he carried on, how I felt so empty, how I blamed myself, how I cut to feel something. The scars had healed up, barely visible. But the still made me self conscious. What if Connor saw them.

He stopped and pulled himself up and on top of me. Looking down at me. "Of course. Sorry I just." He tried to explain.
"Con don't. I just don't know if I'm ready. I just need some air." I said climbing of the bed and headed to the bathroom. I looked at my semi naked body. I was repulsed at the sight of it. I crossed my arms trying to cover it. Connor followed me in, snaking his arms around my waist. He rested his head on my bare shoulder, his tiny amount of stubble rubbing against my milky skin.
"You look beautiful" he said planting a kiss on my shoulder. "If this is the reward I get after waiting for you to be comfortable, then I'll wait for as long as it takes." He said turning me to face him. His eyes full of generosity and compassion. His lip quivered at my silence.
"I'm ready" I said pulling our body's together, kissing him on the nose.
"Are you sure troye? I don't want to rush you." He said sincerely.
"Oh shut up and kiss me." I said quickly before smashing my lips back into his. Connor was taken aback but quickly dragged Troye back to the bed. He went straight back to what he was doing before. Leaving kisses along my stomach. He played with the top of my pants. Teasing me. I felt myself getting more and more aroused. My lower half was throbbing for Connors touch. "Con. I need you... please" I half said half exhaled. He slowly pulled my pants down, making me buck my hips in need of some relief. He looked back up at me. Making sure I was ready, I nodded. My breathing rapidly changed as Connor took me into his mouth. "Oh fuck" I moaned as he bobbed his head up and down. The feeling of Connor around my made me shake. I reached down, grabbing his hair in my hand, forcing him down more. I felt his moans, making me even more turned on. "Fuck, con... I'm I'm close" I moaned as I tilted my head back. He pulled away now. Seconds away from my release. I shuddered at this lack of sensation. He quickly stripped and grabbed a bottle and package from his bedside table as I layer there. He poured some of the contents onto his fingers before placing at my entrance. I moaned at the feeling of Connor touching me again.
"This is going to hurt" he said rubbing my stomach with his free hand to try and calm me. He slowly shook on finger in, my hole clenched around it. I moaned loudly at the pain. He introduced another finger, and another finger. Until I was fully stretched. My eyes filled with tears at the pain. He pulled his fingers out main me gasp at the emptiness. He opened the condom and placed it on his length, lining himself up with me. He pressed against my hole making me moan even louder. He grabbed my hand and slowly entered me. He started thrusting back and forth, sliding over my prostate, I couldn't handle it anymore, I screamed his name as he trusted harder and harder. Every time ramming into my sweet spot. I screamed his name digging my nails harshly into his back making him go even faster. His breathing got shaky and deep. I was so close.

The feeling of pleasure overwhelmed my body when I exploded all over mine and Connors body. He relentlessly pounded into me as I moaned loudly through my high. He quickly exploded inside of me slumping over onto my stomach. Our breathing started to return to normal. Connors hair was slowly falling down his sweaty forehead.
"I love you" Connor breathed exhausted from our activities. His head rising up and down on my chest with my breathing.
"I love you too. I love you a lot Connor. More than I can explain" I said honestly. I felt him grin making me grin.

I was one lucky boy

"Let's get a shower." Connor said. I frowned at this.
"Can't we cuddle for a bit." I pleaded. He shook his head getting up.
"We have a panel in an hour. We need to get ready." He said walking to the bathroom.

Shit I forgot about that.

A/n well that was awkward to write. Hope you enjoyed. I never write smut so that was an interesting experience. Did you guys enjoy it or was it weird? Sorry it's short but I though I would leave the story somewhere suitable so I can pick it back up later on. School starts tomorrow so I'll talk to you guys next time. Love you all
Joey xxxxxx