You really know me.

What am I doing wrong

-time skip to next week, nothing else important happened lets pretend🫶-

Daniel POV
My third week at this new school JUST began and theres already a planned fight

School starts at 8:30, im still tired so I normally just take a mini nap by arriving 5 minutes before the bell, ultimately leaving breakfast early

The girl next to me, Hazel with Hazel eyes wouldn't shut up about it

I felt a little bad because I talk a lot and I hate when people don't listen, it makes me sad

But when she speaks my blood boils

She's loud, especially when she sees me trying to sleep

But she kept on yapping about the fight

Obviously is EVERYONE and their mothers keeps on talking about the fight administration would shut it down

Everyone said it's happening at lunch, but never specified WHICH lunch, I just hoped it was any lunch but B, since it was mine

'Omg Daniel did you hear about the fight thats happening' Her stupid high-pitched voice kept replying in my head

"Yes Hazel, I did." I said coldly hoping she would get the sign to LEAVE ME A LONEEEE

but obviously she kept speaking

I sucked my teeth than sat up to listen to her

"I can't believe Princess and Charlotte are fight-" Hazel with Hazel eyes said before I quickly went to interrupt

"Wait Princess is fighting? I thought it was some randoms?" My attention immediately in the conversation

"That's what I heard" Hazel with Hazel eyes replied

'Oh my gosh how did she get into this?'

'I knew Princesa was a chismosa, but shes not the type to get into so much drama she would risk getting her butt beat'

'It's because of her boyfriend isn't it'

'I'll beat his ash myself'

'What am I thinking?'

'Ugh I need to stop'

'Princesa wont leave my mind im going insane'

My deep thinking stopped when I realized I was already in 3rd period

Now I feel even more like im crazy

My breathing is heavy

And I felt like i'm gonna pass out

And I wanna puke

I saw on a victorious episode once, Tori got her blood drawn and was loopy for a bit and the nurse gave her juice to help or something

It remember it didn't because later she had to get her blood redrawn

But every time I felt dizzy and drank apple juice, I felt better

I guess my iron is low because im always dizzy

I ALWAYS have apple juice

Because duh its better than orange and I refuse to debate on common sense

No but seriously, I feel like something's wrong with me

I don't think I overthink, I just think a lot

Like all the time

Deeply

Super deep

Most people describe stuff like this as "drowning" im not drowning, more like I fell into a deep hole in the ground I cant get out of