TW!!!! Continue at your own risk thank you!!!!
"I'm fine"
Is what I say everyday
But if you are really fine
You wouldn't be doing these things
I sit on the floor of the bathroom
Cry myself to sleep
Cut myself until I feel I am enough
Dream of dying
Avoid everyone
I ignore the gnawing in my gut that's telling me to eat my first meal in weeks
Bite hard on the insides of my cheek
Kill the flesh on my lips until I'm tasting my own blood
Known as the 'quiet' kid
Lonely as fuck
No one invites me to parties
I don't fit in
I fail everything
I want to kill myself in the worst possible way
Having random panic attacks
Shaking
Staring into space thinking of a million things at once
Wishing I was someone else
Wishing I didn't trust so easily
Wishing I wasn't as dumb as I am
Wishing I had at least one true friend who would stick by me and wouldn't judge me
- taylor
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PoetryMost of these poems are made by me please don't copy thank you If it's not by me, I will say, and I'll give credit Some may be triggering and I appologise Thank you for reading :)
