inkabi entwined

chapter 13

If anyone told me 7 years ago that the man I married the man i love with my whole heart that i threw away my dreams so that he could accomplish his the man i was willing to go above and beyond die for him will cheat on me and impregnate

Someone else i would have laughed in their faces and tell them he loves me he will never do something he clearly know it will not only break my heart but also my soul instead of hurting me he will protect me.

Turns out, I thought wrong with or without my approval. Ndlalifa will take a second wife he also made it clear that im not going anywhere, which means no divorce

I have dreamed of being in a situation where love hurt like this, where I'm forced to share my husband where conceiving is challenging for me to a point where my husband has a child out of wedlock.

"Are you going to be okay, mntanami?" My mom asks me i shrug." Tell me that verse again, Mama, the one about love." I wipe my tears " 1 Corinthians 13" I nod." Love is patient and kind love is not jealous, it does not brag and it is not proud love is not rude it is not selfish and it cannot be made angry easily love does not remember wrongs done against it love is never happy when others do wrong but it is always happy with the truth love never gives up on people it never stops trusting never loses hope and never quits " she brushes my head " what went wrong mom besiright besithandana I never thought sofika lana esefuna omunye unkosikazi where did I go wrong mama ngenzeni ewrong " I sob my mother hugs me tightly rubbing my back " indoda ngeke uyenze lutho ngisho noma ungayiphathisa okwenkosi " she says fixing my hair " wena all you have to do is take care of yourself uqhubeke uyiphathe kahle if you leave it's fine but don't jump to every man you meet ngokuthi uyaheal find yourself first sometimes a break up is a lesson so you need to free yourself "