Chapter Thirty-Six

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Sasha's POV:

The morning light filters through the curtains as I wake up to the familiar sound of my alarm. My hand instinctively reaches over to the nightstand, silencing the persistent beeping. I take a deep breath, letting the reality of the day sink in. Today is the day. My first day back at work.

I roll out of bed, feeling a mix of nerves and excitement. It feels like ages since I've done this—gotten up, dressed in something other than sweatpants, and headed into the office. But it's also a reminder that I'm slowly getting my life back, piece by piece. I've come so far in the past month, and today is the next step in proving to myself that I can keep moving forward.

I head to the bathroom, the cool tile under my feet grounding me as I splash water on my face. Staring at my reflection, I notice how much stronger I look, even with the faint shadows under my eyes. There's a resilience in my gaze that wasn't there before, and I hold onto that as I brush my teeth and prepare for the day.

In the closet, I reach for one of my favorite outfits—a tailored black pencil skirt that hits just above the knee and a crisp white blouse. I slip into the clothes, the fabric feeling almost foreign against my skin after weeks of soft cotton and fleece. I button up the blouse, tucking it neatly into the skirt before fastening a slim black belt around my waist. It feels good to be in my work clothes again, like I'm putting on armor for the day ahead.

I take a moment to smooth out the wrinkles, adjusting the collar just so, before stepping into a pair of black heels. They're comfortable yet professional, adding just the right amount of height. I finish off the look with a delicate gold necklace and a pair of small stud earrings. Finally, I run a brush through my hair, taming the waves into something more polished, and apply a light layer of makeup. A swipe of mascara, a hint of blush, and a nude lipstick complete the transformation.

Stepping back, I take in my reflection one more time. This is me—the Sasha who commands a room, who doesn't back down from a challenge, and who will not let what happened define her. I give myself a small nod of approval and grab my handbag from the dresser, feeling more ready with each passing moment.

As I head out of the penthouse, I'm greeted by the familiar scent of fall in the air. The city is alive with the buzz of early morning commuters, and I feel a sense of belonging as I join them. It's a crisp, cool morning, and I can't resist the pull of my favorite coffee shop just around the corner.

When I step inside, the warmth of the café wraps around me, along with the comforting aroma of freshly brewed coffee. The line moves quickly, and soon I'm standing at the counter, placing my order.

"A pumpkin spice latte, please," I say, smiling at the barista as I hand over my payment.

Within minutes, the steaming cup is in my hands, and I take a moment to savor the first sip. The blend of spices—cinnamon, nutmeg, and a hint of clove—mixes perfectly with the rich coffee, reminding me of why this is my go-to autumn drink. With my latte in hand, I feel a little more prepared to tackle the day.

I make my way to the office, the familiar sounds of the city accompanying me as I walk. The firm's building looms ahead, its sleek glass exterior reflecting the morning light. As I step inside, I'm greeted by the familiar hum of activity—phones ringing, hushed conversations, and the occasional burst of laughter from somewhere down the hall. It's like I never left, and yet, everything feels just a bit different.

I ride the elevator up to my floor, the quiet hum of the machinery a backdrop to my thoughts. When the doors slide open, I'm greeted by the familiar sight of the firm's bustling environment. Colleagues nod in my direction, some offering small smiles or a quick wave. I return the gestures, feeling a mix of comfort and nervousness as I walk down the hall to my office.

When I reach my door, I pause for a moment, hand resting on the knob. There's a brief flicker of doubt—can I really do this? But I push it aside, reminding myself that I've come too far to back down now. I open the door and step inside, the familiar scent of paper and ink filling the air.

My desk is exactly as I left it, though now it's stacked with about fifteen case files, all neatly arranged in a dauntingly high pile. I set my handbag down on the floor next to my desk and take a seat in my leather chair, the familiarity of it grounding me. The case files loom large in front of me, a reminder of just how much work lies ahead. But instead of feeling overwhelmed, I feel... ready.

I take a long sip of my latte before pulling the first file toward me. The crisp paper crinkles as I open it, revealing pages of notes, evidence, and witness statements. My pen is in my hand before I even realize it, ready to jot down anything that catches my attention. As I begin reading through the file, the world outside my office fades away, leaving just me and the details of the case.

This first case is a simple one, a breach of contract between two businesses. The legal jargon is familiar, and soon I'm fully immersed, taking notes in the margins and highlighting key sections. The work is familiar, almost comforting in its predictability. It's the kind of work I excel at, the kind of work that reminds me why I became a lawyer in the first place.

I move through the file quickly, making sure I have everything in order before setting it aside and reaching for the next one. This one is more complex—a case involving intellectual property theft between two tech companies. The details are dense, and I find myself sinking into the minutiae of code and software patents. It's a challenge, but it's exactly what I need right now—to lose myself in the work, to focus on something other than the past few months.

As I continue working, the hours slip by unnoticed. My latte sits half-finished on the edge of my desk, forgotten as I immerse myself in the files. I go through each case systematically, taking notes, analyzing evidence, and building strategies. It's what I do best, and with each file, I feel more and more like myself again.

At some point, I glance at the clock and realize that it's well past noon. My stomach rumbles in protest, reminding me that I haven't eaten since this morning. I pause for a moment, debating whether to step out for lunch or power through the next file. But the growl in my stomach wins out, and I decide to grab something quick from the café downstairs.

I close the file in front of me and stand, stretching my arms above my head. The tension in my shoulders eases slightly, and I grab my bag, heading out of the office. The hallway is quieter now, most of my colleagues have gone out for lunch or hunkered down in their own offices. The brief break is nice, but as I step into the elevator, I already feel the pull to get back to work.

After grabbing a quick sandwich and another coffee—this time just a regular vanilla milk coffee—I head back to my office. The rest of the afternoon passes in a blur of paperwork, phone calls, and emails. I work methodically, checking each item off my to-do list as I go. The rhythm of the work soothes me, reminding me of who I am and what I'm capable of.

By the time the sun starts to set, casting long shadows across my office, I've made a significant dent in the pile of files. My desk is a bit messier than when I started, but it's a satisfying mess—one that shows just how much I've accomplished today. I lean back in my chair, letting out a small sigh of contentment. It's been a good day, a productive day. My first day back, and I feel like I'm on the right path.

As I gather my things to head home, I feel a sense of pride in what I've done. I survived my first day back at the firm, and I did it well. Tomorrow will bring new challenges, but I know I can handle them. I've proven that to myself today.

With a smile, I turn off the lights and close the door to my office, ready to head home to Lucas and the dogs. Today was a step forward, and I'm ready to keep moving.

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