A Glimpse of Heaven... (weeklychris/christian collins fanfic)

29

"...uhhh about that.. Chris is gonna be the one doing that." I stay silent. Starring into thin air. Before I knew it Mars was already running away. "...bye Raffy! Sorry I had to run. I just don't want to get killed by you today. Byyyyeee!"

"You better run!" I shout back.

He chuckles and waved. "Chris will be there in a few. He's in the coffee shop!" He said before running away.

"Uuuuuugghhh!!" I love you Mars my friend but sometimes I just want to strangle you!

So where's Christian? Yup, I call him Christian now because it's a lot more respectful. Oh what the hell. I call him Christian because I think it's kinda cute. I sit there for a couple of minutes.

Where is he? I saw a peep of myself on the rearview mirror and trust me...the word presentable is nowhere to be found. I grabbed a hairbrush from my bag which I was carrying with me yesterday. I tame my wild wild hair. I apply powder and pucker my lips to apply lipgloss.

"You should stop doing that." I flinch which caused my lipgloss to scribble a line from my lips to my cheek. And I heard him chuckle.

"What the hell!? How long have you been there." He was in front of my car resting his arms on the hood to lean closer.

"Long enough for me to watch you transform from goblin to less goblin-ish." He says while proceeding to the driver's seat. "We drive your car. I'll just ask somebody to bring mine to the place we're going." Okay then."You've got lots of stuff back there." Glancing at the pile of duffels bags at the back seat.

"My murder weapons didn't fit in one bag that's why I have more that one bag." I say while wiping my cheek and glaring at him.

He ignores my comment and starts the engine. "So where we heading?" Uhmmm.

"Ohh. I really don't know. I don't know any apartments here." I say while resting my head on the window.

"I know this place where they even have a security guard so that no other people can enter the neighborhood. It's quite safe there." And that is what I need.

"Lead the way." I say.

A couple of minutes passed and the chatbox is empty. None of us spoke since he drove. I turn to face him slightly. I remember the first time I saw you. You reeked of alcohol and you puked me when I thought you were about to kiss me. Do you know I was the one who slashed your tires? I smile at the memory.

And the night of the party, at first you were a little bit rude to me but it all payed off when you defended me from Shawn then bought me icecream. Honestly no guy has ever bought me icecream before. I also remember the time when you disappeared for a couple of days or weeks. You acted a little weird when you came back but did you know that I really missed you that time? I walked the halls alone.

And the time when you were 'tutoring' me. I had so much fun. And the dinner with my parents which was really awkward for me.

And do you know that I love you? I loved you when I first laid my eyes on you when you were drunk and just didn't realized it earlier. And a part of me is really glad that you puked on me before.

Chris, I love you. I really do. But these feelings aren't enough for me to just call you mine. You must feel the same for me too for it to work out. But I don't know if that will ever happen. Sitting here with you just a few inches from me already makes me happy and thankful to the God's that I can even get this close to you.

Thinking about these things make me feel so emotional.

"Are you done checking me out?" He says while looking directly at the road with a smile on his face. I snap back to reality.