Dan and Phil Phanfiction

Scars

So this is a sort of smut warning because I've been stuck with my family for a really long time and I haven't talked to my friends much. Also I've recently been watching a lot of Phan proof videos so I feel like I just need to be inappropriate really quick and I'm kinda bored too.

Phil's POV

Dans face was white. I just stared at nothing. No.... He wouldn't. He wouldn't! Please tell me he didn't! I looked up into his deep chocolate brown eyes, and pleaded that he didn't do it.
But I know he did.
Right as our eyes locked, I knew he had done it. Dan had self harmed. it sounds horrible just to think of it as that. Because its not just self-harming. He hurt me too. I took a deep breath in. Dan swallowed.
He knows I know.
I took Dans arm into my hands and lifted the sleeve. He looked at me with scared eyes and they begun to water.
"I-It's okay" I bit my lip. "It's okay if you want to leave me. I understand." Dan spoke in a whisper. I felt a pain in my chest. He couldn't talk like that. No.
"Dan. I would never, in a million years, never ever, ever, leave you."

Dans POV

It felt good to here him say it. But I still wasn't sure of what was going to happen. "I promise, I won't" Phil leaned forward and pressed his lips to the fading slashes on my wrist.
One by one, he kissed them all. My tears spilled over and I was full on crying.
"I love you so much." I whispered through tears. My hand found his neck and traced his jawline to his chin. "I love you more."
"I doubt that." My dry lips pressed against his slightly chapped ones. The kiss was slow, passionate. It was more loving and meaningful than the kisses we've shared in the past.
I felt Phil's arms snake around my waist. His body pressed perfectly against mine. My hands slid up to his neck and found his hair, tugging lightly. He playfully kissed my cheek and we broke our kiss. I looked into his deep blue eyes and watched all the different colors in them dance around. we leaned in again and our lips met, hungrier than before.

Phil's POV

I pushed Dan through his open door and onto the bed. Our sad and meaningful conversation had quickly escalated. But there had been a bit of a distance with the recent things going on.
My lips moved down to his neck. I showered him with kisses as my heartbeat quickened. I tenderly lifted his shirt over his head. Dan swiftly removed mine afterwards and our lips crashed together again.
Dans tongue swept across my lower lip so I parted my lips, granting him entrance. We both fought for dominance and I won over him. Soon our jeans and boxers joined our shirts on the floor.
I wanted to cuddle Dan till he felt better, but this is way better than comforting him on the couch.

Ummm okay. hope you liked the chapter. sorry I hardly update! I've just been busy. :(