What makes a villain?

1 life hates me

Izuku POV 

I love life and life loves me.

Wow, that lie is really on another level

I would rather lick the whole floor on the way to school than believe these simple words. Because the truth is...

I hate life and life loathes my existence

Yes, this sentence is correct. It is almost perfect, so to speak, and expresses my life. Isn't that ironic. The only reason this sentence was like that is because my life is such a lie. My face, my smile, every move I make every word I say, every happy bounce, every hug I give someone, every feigned worry, every injury I might get from someone and I say I'm not mad at the person is a lie.

An outright lie. If my nose grew with every lie, like Pinocchio's, I could already make a matchstick industry out of the wood of that nose. With kind words winks smiles cheerful gestures, a welcoming aura you include me almost every heart, even if I'm pretty useless. I know I'm only there to make others feel better. I'm just a tool. Don't care no, I just keep going and going. Live from one day to the next. The teachers other than All Might are nice. Even though many look at me with pity. Like I'm a poor creature who has cursed life.

Midnight-sensei, Aizawa-sensei and Mic-sensei are the only people who treat me the same as the others. All Might probably sees it as an insult that I came to UA cause I'm quirkless.

Yes, that's right, quirkless. The modern word for useless.

If it's a 1vs 1, I always have to be against Kaccahn or working together, I have to work with him or against him. He always wants to compare me with him, to show that he's much better than me, so to speak. Or he's hard on me in training and pushes me more and more over my limit. He wants to make sure that I will definitely regret my decision. But I'm not going to give him that. I will smile and keep smiling.

Aizawa-Sensi stops him very often before I get seriously injured. Because what counts for him is not how much I gain, how strong I become, because what counts for him is how exhausted I look, how many new injuries I have. And at the moment of weakness, when I can stand on my feet, he says it's because I'm quirkless.

I often have to go to Recovery Girl.

Today he let me fight Iida and even though Iida doesn't mean me any harm, All Might said that if Iida can't beat me who is quirkless, he can leave the school right away. That was the key. He kicked me with his quirk and I flew out of the field into a tree and my back is probably bruised. He's starting to play up my friends against me. He'll probably soon give Ochako money to let me fly at night so my body can be recovered in the Galaxy.

So while I limp halfway to Recovery Girl I see Aizawa-sensei. 

Me: Morning Aizawa-sensei. 

Most of the time he would make a comment about my bruises or help me to go to Recovery Girl, but today he muttered something and had a pile of paper and walks past me. Not only that he walks past me. He literally bumps into my back so now I realize I clearly have a bruise. On the ground he drops what looks like a QR-code. But seriously Iida could have at least taken me to Recovery Girl. Or any of my promised friends. Or maybe I didn't just clearly show that I was hurt pretty bad. Because I got up, took a little while, then went to Iida and congratulated him.

If I have a concussion or my organs are somehow thrown around like in a washing machine, it's All Might's and Iida's fault. Seriously All Might has no honor. Not only has he told me that I will probably never make it just into UA, he doesn't own up to his mistake and tries to make me feel like I made a mistake.

I lift the code off the floor. I wonder what that is