♪♫♪♫ I still love you ~ ♫♪♫
<TW FOR BULLYING, SUI, S//H>
(I was NOT in a good mindest while writing this)
>SWITCHING 1ST PERSON POV<
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>VAL'S POV<
I can't care for myself...?
What the fuck did Satsuki see...?
Did she see... oh no.
Now, everyone will find out.
Alberich will...
...
I don't even realize I'm bleeding before it's too late.
Staring at my bleeding wrist, I look in my right hand to see one of my sharpest razors I have.
Fuck, it's deep...
I shakily lift it up back to my wrist, holding it there and pressing down on the wound.
...
*CLANK*
Dropping the blade, I hold my head in my hands, starting to sob.
I can't do it.
Why can't I do it?
The blood just goes all the way down my arm, dripping off the tip of my elbow.
I'm so fucking path-
*creeeeek*
...?
"Val...? Are you in here...?" Fuck. It's Kira.
Yanking up the crimson tipped blade from the ground, I hesitantly throw it in the trash can.
I quickly grabbed toilet paper and wrapped my wounds (DONT USE TOILET PAPER TO CLEAN OR WRAP UP CUTS PLEASEEEEE), standing up and flushing the toilet to seem like I went.
I hastily pull my sleeve down as I step out, still trembling.
Kira glares at me, worried, "Are you okay? I... I'm so sorry, I didn't know Satsuki would say all of that..." She looked guilty, which made me even more nervous.
"I'm f-fine." I sigh, not doing the best at hiding my obvious discomfort and fear.
"It's understandable if you don't wanna go back..." Kira started, but I interrupted without thinking,
"N-No!! It's okay!! She... probably didn't mean it... ehe..."
"Alright... I just want you to be okay."
Pure stream and heat forms under my face.
"I... I will be, thank you... Kira."
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We return to the spot where they left Satsuki.
She was g o n e.
Her bags were still there, including a cracked phone laying face up.
"Where did she go...?" I look around, but no luck.
I could hear Kira curse under her breath, whispering, "Fuck, I shouldn't have left her here by herself."
She picks up the phone, and sees it's already on.
I walk next to her, peering over her shoulder.
It's playing... some sort of video?
The screen is too dark to see anything.
Kira quickly spam presses the volume up button.
"Don't do this, please."
"What did you tell her? The girl."
"Why do I have to tell you? I know you're gonna fuck me anyways. You do it whenever I've been... what is it? A... "bad girl~"?"
You can hear something slamming on wood.
"What's up your ass today? Just begging for more??"
I could hear Kira suck in air when the boy said that.
"Quite the opposite. I'm done."
"W h a t ?"
"No more obeying and cowering under your feet with your fucking threats or words. I'm don-"
*CLICK*
A/n: sorry for the short goofy ah chapter, I'll be more consistent about posting (also shhh a new IYD chapter is in the works... longest one yet!!! 😼)
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♪♫ 愛して~ ♪♫ (OMORI AU)
FanfictionEveryone is gender swapped, but not the typical ones like moony or parsley, they have different names and such That's all I have to say for now, you find out the rest :3
