𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍

Chapter 6

Onika's POV

Three weeks have flown by since Onika and I decided to be romantically involved. It's been nothing but pure joy and happiness.

Lately, I've been finding random yellow roses she'll leave around, making me feel special.

I haven't felt this feeling in a while which makes me happy. I still struggle with doing many things with Onika but she's very patient with me, which makes me like her even more.

Recently we spoke about her taking me on a date, which at first I was hesitant about, only because that would be another official step of me moving on. But after our many chats, I'm comfortable now, and I made her aware of that.

Yesterday when she was over she asked me on a date, we decided together that tomorrow would be perfect.

"Look at you Bey glowing and whatnot" Michelle spoke, taking me out of my trance.

Both Kelly and Michelle came over today to have a simple girl's night, we sat on the floor of my living room playing card games and drinking wine. we haven't had one of these types of nights in a while.

"Girl" I respond, rolling my eyes.

"So bey who's got you glowing?" Kelly takes a sip of her wine. "Nobody." I look away. "Kells you know every time Bey starts doing that 'look away' thing she's up to something." Michelle wiggles her eyebrows.

"It's nothing, I don't even know why I'm glowing or even what glow y'all are talking about." I turned my attention to the text Onika sent me. "You sure it's not Miss Onika?" Kells teases me, looking over my shoulder into my phone. "KELLY!" I say embarrassed quickly turning my phone off.

"What" she continued to tease me. "You are lying" Michelle drags. "How do you know I'm not telling the truth." I roll my eyes. "Cause you can't hide anything to save your life" Kelly replied.

I shut up after that. "you're not denying it. Ouuu Beybey. You got you a boo?" Chelle pokes me with her fingers.

I hid my face, feeling extremely awkward. "Bey, since when do you like girls?" she asks. I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know... but I like her. She makes me feel things." I turn my attention back to the girls.

"Awe Beybey I'm so happy for you" Kells pulls me into a hug. "I did all that hunting for nothing." Kelly shakes her head. "Kelly what the hell!" I yell. "Sorry sister, you were so sad!" she takes another sip of her wine. "Have y'all had sex yet?" That caught me off guard. "No.. and believe it or not I'm very nervous about that."

Both women look at me with a confused look. "Why Bey? You've never been nervous to have sex before." I place my head down. "Well, that's because I only ever had sex with Shawn. I have scars and stretch marks, I'm very insecure about that." I felt my whole mood change. "Beyonce, you're beautiful stop that," Michelle argued. "I try to convince myself that, it's just hard." my words slowly drift off.

"GIRL STOP THAT YOU A BAD MAMA JAMA!" I giggle at Kelly's sudden outburst. "Why do you ask that anyways Ms. Rowland." I try changing the subject. "I was just curious." she smiles awkwardly. "Girl," I say.

"Why? What are you interested?" Chelle questioned. "I may have dipped in a pool once or twice," Kelly spoke under her breath.

I looked at her with a shocked expression. "Why you didn't tell me?"

"Because although lesbian sex is amazing. I could never take a girl seriously. So I never felt the need to talk about it." I'm still in complete shock. I can't believe my best friend had sex with women before.

"well since you had sex with a woman what would you rate your experience?" Kells took one last sip of her wine. "I told you it was amazing. If I had to rate it, it would be a thousand out of ten." My eyes get wide. "that good?"