Burning Hearts(Ongoing)

18| Distance

DAMON POV:

"Ahhhhh.....haaa" screams can be heard but it didn't calm me down. Torturing these criminals who were involved in human trafficking, didn't help me find a solution.

I grabbed the hair of one of the morons and poured high intensity lava into their mouth. But still this didn't satisfy me. I took a screw and hammered it on their tied hands and legs. Still didn't get satisfied. My emotions, my frustration and guilt for not being there for my baby right now and she is all alone, making me beyond helplessness.

Not being able to properly vent out my anger on myself I ordered my men to drill screws on each of their pulse points. I walked away hearing descending screams but it didn't bother me.

I don't know what to do, where to go when she left me. I have no where to go, no place to go. It's like I am left in the middle of the ocean with a proper functioning ship but no destiny. Cause my engine is not with me.

I came to my mansion as I couldn't dare to go to our penthouse which holds our memories. It's been 1 week, 2 freaking days, 12 damn hours, 44 minutes and long 23,24,25 seconds she didn't see me and talked to me.

And I can't rush with this. I had to give her some time. But I don't want to give her time. I want to, I need to have her in my arms or else I might destroy everything in the process.

I need her. This distance is killing me. She is my oxygen and I don't wanna breathe without her. I need her to be sane. She is not lifting my calls or messages. Please baby. I beg you. Please come to me. I am a living corpse without you my love.

Flashback

NAOMI POV:

Life is unpredictable
I thought I would never be able to feel the kind of love only written in books.

My life all along has been escaping from my father and that shitty place called home.

He never gave me a chance to grow up with love and care. He only made me realise that love and care is not for me. I had to kill my heart and become emotionless to survive.

I didn't care about anyone or anything. My only thought was to survive and move forward.

Those scars and pain that my past gave me, made me stronger. It taught me to never trust anyone for your happiness and comfort.

That's the reason I don't make friends but Nat has become a little hope of trust in my life.

When I thought I didn't need anyone else, He came into my life like a fire burning my pains and insecurities.

Everything else didn't matter when he was with me. He molded me into the person I never knew I was.

My life has shifted to colors ever since he valued me, cared for me,made me the most important person in his life.

He made me truly smile, made me happy, made me realise that I am not weak, made me feel like I am the most  beautiful person in the world.

Whenever I felt low and bad I just needed to be in his arms and all my pain and exhaustion flew away like dust. He became that comfortable person I always knew I would have by my side, no matter if anyone else will stay with me or not.

But....but.....but....all that shattered just like our beautiful frame.

I thought to roam around his office since the last time I didn't have the time to. I went towards our frame on his desk but it suddenly slipped out of my hand and fell down.