Strip to the core of my heart

9

Minji

I couldn't help but smile as I looked down at Hanni. She was really short, a very tiny woman. I gestured for her to come in as I moved aside to give her space to walk in.

And as soon as she was inside, I closed the door and went to her. Back hugging her and letting her feel my cock press against her ass. "You look amazing, but you'd look even better with my cock buried inside you." I said as my hands went to the side of her thighs.

Caressing her smooth skin that had me going crazy. But I stopped once I realized that she wasn't being her responsive self. I pulled away from her briefly to look at her. And before I could even ask her what was wrong, she spoke.

"It's beautiful." I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion at first. Deciding to look at the direction she was looking at and that's when realization dawned at me. The city's beautiful view at night.

I stood there with many thoughts in mind, it was clear that Hanni wasn't a stripper by her own desire to be one. In some other life, she would be a woman that just admires everything and strokes it all out on a canvas with a brush.

And for a moment, I let myself slip.

"Why did you become a stripper, Hanni?" I asked before I could once more stop myself. It wasn't my business, I wasn't supposed to care about her and her life....but in some tiny way I did.

She didn't turn to look at me, she just stood there, looking at the city. Her back facing me, and I came to her again, but not trying anything sexual as I let myself wrap my arms around her stomach.

"It wasn't by choice obviously." I said and Hanni looked down at my arms. My face hidden in her silky hair, breathing in her sweet scent. "Don't hold me like this, Minji." I furrowed my eyebrows as I squeezed my arms tighter around her when I realized that she wanted to take my arms off.

What's wrong with her?

"Hanni, why can't I?" I asked and she only shook her head at me. "I'm broken, Minji. And this isn't what you do." She said and for a moment my heart halted realizing that she was about to show me her side of vulnerability. Something I should ever let her show me, but there was this pain in her voice that made me want to listen.

"Don't hold me like this when you only see me as a hole to stick your dick in." She whispered but I heard it clearly. I let go of her and turned her around my eyes demanding for her to stop this nonsense. "Hanni, what are you talking about?" I asked and she let out a sigh.

"If you're going to fuck me, then do it. But don't hold me like that. I'm a broken woman that wants a pair of arms to hold her. But your arms could never do that for me, Minji." She said and I stood there frozen. "I know you, Minji. This right here..." She said poking at my chest where my heart is. "Doesn't feel anything for me or anyone." She said.

Her eyes were glossy with tears as she looked at my own. And I could only stand there not knowing what to do or say. "You asked me why I became a stripper, right? My parents forced me to, they sold me off to that damn club and abandoned me there. And all because I lost my virginity before marriage, I was 20, Minji. I'm now 23." She said and I looked at her surprised.

"Everytime someone sleeps with me, it reminds me of why I ended up there to begin with. My parents left me alone in a place that I had to call home because I'm a whore." She said and I furrowed my eyebrows as I held her in my arms. "You're not a whore, Hanni." I whispered against her cheek as she thrashed in my arms for me to let go.

But I can't do that, I can't let her go.

"I'm going to set you free, Hanni. You don't have to be there any longer, I'll get you out of that place." I said and Hanni shook her head. "Don't treat me any better because I let you slip your cock inside of me. As much as I enjoy all of it with you, Minji. I can't let my feelings for you blind me from the reality of it all." She said and I froze.

"Feelings for me?" She let out a sigh as she let herself go and wrapped her arms around me tightly "I like you, Minji." She whispered and I couldn't help but let her go as I took a step back. Letting her arms fall back to her sides. A sad look on her face and it tugged at my heart a bit.

"It's crazy really, I never wanted to tell you." She said as she looked away from me. She looked so small and fragile as she was about to speak her feelings out. And this is what I mean when I say women are all about emotions. But either way Hanni, I want to stand here and let every wave crash in to me.

"But you're bound to drop me, and it's best that I drop this now before I find myself unable to let you go." She said as she took a step forward. "Don't come by the club anymore, Ms. Kim. And thank you for all the generous tips that you have left. I am very grateful." Even the way she spoke to me changed.

"So that's it?" I asked and she let out another sigh. "It's best for the both of us, Minji. You're only offering me something I don't want anymore. And what I do want from you you'll never give. So it's best that you don't come by the club and we minimize our time together at work." She said.

And I knew I shouldn't feel the need to protest against what she was saying. I shouldn't care and just let her walk away because that's what I'm supposed to let happen, right? But I couldn't see Hanni leave me.

"You're a good person deep down, Minji. You're not the asshole people say you are. You've showed me that side since the start, and you should probably let loose more often. It suits you." She said as she stood a couple of centimeters away from me and leaned up pressing a kiss on my cheek.

It was so intimate that it had all of my senses going haywire. Her lips pressing so softly against as if she was scared that I would break. This wasn't how I expected our night to go.

"Goodbye, Ms. Kim. See you at work tomorrow." She said as she pulled away from me and looked at me briefly before she walked past me. I turned around as I watched her walk out my door, closing the door quietly behind her.

I felt conflicted as ever because I wanted to run after her, but that isn't something I do. Minji Kim doesn't chase after any woman. I don't do any of the emotions and feelings, I should feel glad that she dropped it first. But knowing that she did it to protect her own heart did something to me.

And it made me realize that she isn't just any woman. She's Hanni Pham, the first woman I've ever let in.

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