episode 36:self-hatred

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3RD PERSON POV:Y/n would kill his bikes engen and took his helmet off as he looked off into the distance seeing a large building, most probably a university campus that was abandoned at some point or was closed down

The teen simply looked at the building and back at four photos on his bike mirror with a distant look in his eyes. The first photo was of him and his original family, a photo of simple and easier times. His mother never once chose one cock over her only son and remained a loyal married wife to her husband and a loving mother to him. His one and only big sister who didn't betray him, beat him or hurt him, only wanting to protect him, his first ever idol in his life and finally his father Yu, a pillar of love and protection over them. He has and always remained a huge inspiration and motivator for him, a time when he was alive, going as far as to sweep his own hair back in memory of him. Although it never had him in the photo due to him only being born a few years later, but it still held importance to him. It showed the family he had...a family that he ruined for being weak

The second photo was infact of his new family. A photo of his new mother Carmen, her kind smiles and loving attention always found a way to lift his spirits and offen gave him advice on matters in life, his second mother Persephone, despite her teasing attitude she loves him like her own son, gladly calling him her son and even went as far as to help him in learning French. The both of them remained powerful pillers for him, how protective and loving they were, especially when they refused to sign him off to a different family or orphanage because he was their son. Their little boy. With them was Alica, his little sister, her witty and teasing attitude where outshined by her childish attitude, although she acted older than she was, she was and always will be his little sister and finally the twins, Aether and Lumine, two trouble makers much like their big brother with smart mouths. They always came to him for something and always looked up to him no matter what. Now because of him they've been taken, once again he failed at his one job....

The third photo was of the SBG gang, all hanging out in the graveyard, looking up at the stars with Y/n and Ashlyn. He remembers that day fondly, they where roasting marshmallows together, Aiden turned his marshmallows on a stick into a flaming torch and started running around acting like a caveman screaming "fire! Unga bunga! Fire!" he can still hear Taylor's infectious laughter while Ben chased after his cousin in worry. He remembers Ashlyn quiet and sweet laughter in his ear as she leaned her head against his shoulder, he remembers Logan's worry as he chased after both Clarks with a fire extinguisher even Tyler couldn't help but laugh with his sister. Now those same kids who just want to have normal lives have been roped into his messy double life. He has one job, protect them no matter what and he couldn't even do that

And finally the forth photo was of Ashlyn and Ivory. He still remembers it as clear as day, he woke up to see Ashlyn lulling Ivory, her beautiful red hair shining in the suns rays that shined through his curtains, with Ivory in her arms, he remembers that beautiful smile in her face as she gazed at him with nothing but love for him. He still hears the bith of them laughing at him hearing Ashlyn's voice in his ears as he took the photo"what are you doing you goofball?". They where his two girls, his two beautiful girls. He won't make the same mistake again, even if it costs him his life or if Ashlyn thinks less of him and leaves him, he doesn't care. He's getting them out of there

The teen would let out a sigh as he got off his bike and started his walk towards the building with a determination in his eyes

SCENE CHANGE: the SBG gang, minus Ivory and Ashlyn, sat in a sealed off room in the campus with Tyler having a clear bruise on his face as he sneered towards the door with anger and folded arms

Tyler:you guys are sick...!

The teen sneered as a small, clearly older teen, just poked his head towards the window of the door with a smile on his face

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