Love on ice || sunghoon ff

the breakup

(Authors note: so so sorry for the wait I haven't had a lot of time to write and I'm going back to school soon sadly but I'll try and get back to my normal posting time, enjoy the chapter, lov ya🫶)

Rose let us go, I checked up on sunghoon's wound on his inner thigh, but it wasn't as bad as I'd thought.

"Ok it might sting since it's a tiny bit deep but I'll be super gentle ok? You can pull on my hair or jumper to cope. Preferably jumper. " I smiled softly as I held a disinfectant cotton swab to his injury.

I could tell it hurt him and I did feel bad but this pain is less worse than having a cut like that infected.
He flinched and his reflexes were immediately to pull on my hair, which was a bit painful but I guess I shot myself in the foot for that one...

Once I was done bandaging up the wound, sunghoon mummbled something and I could feel my heart shatter into a billion peices.
"Tomorrow's the 21st of March...i won't go back to school then. "
"Oh... " I smiled
"That's ok! We'll see each other after school right? " I continued
He chuckled softly
"Sure."

It's been 2 weeks since rose took him, she hasn't bothered us since but I feel that 'private conversation' changed sunghoon...

He still visits me every Wednesday and Friday, and we spend the rest of the day together doing the most random or simplest activities, but we both find pleasure in them when we are together.

One Saturday, he came to surprise me for my 18th birthday and when we were both getting ready to sleep he went to take a shower and his phone buzzed, I got curious and checked it.
From... 'Bad news' asking "have you done it yet? I'll come back next month to check and if you haven't then I'll kill her. "

I put the phone down, horrified- who is that? Who will they kill? Do what?

The water turned off, "act normal act normal!" I told myself, I lay on my bed, looking a little less horrified but still scared enough when he came out he took one glance at me and asked if I was alright.
"Yeah I'm fine. " he nodded at me and continued drying his hair.

Sunghoon's POV

I was in the showers when I heard Y/n gasp, so I turned the shower off got into my PJs and took a towel with me to dry it off, when I went into her room she was just laying there looking horrified, her eyes wide like she'd seen a ghost.
"You alright? "
"Yeah I'm fine. "
I nodded but and continued drying my hair, still a little worried, she must still be a little traumatized from my sisters visit...

I shook off the scared look on her face as I tossed and turned in my bed, she said she didn't have an extra matrice so I couldn't sleep in the same room but in the guest room. "Suits me it's a double bed! " I smiled to myself, but then I got a sad feeling take over my body and my eyes started tearing up. Before I knew it, I was crying, kind of loud without realizing and I heard footsteps.
The guests bedroom is right next to her room, she must of heard...

The door opened.

It was dark.

Footsteps come closer.

Loud breaths.

I couldn't open my mouth or move or anything.

I see a shadow.

It's coming closer.

And closer.

Then...

"AHH" I woke up, sweating, y/n next to me.
"You alright? I just wanted to say I made us breakfast but you must have had a bad dream..."
"Yes I guess"

We both went down, she made a stack of pancakes with raspberries and bananas.

"Mmmh my favorite!! " I said, and took my first bite, I could feel my eyes widen.
"Ommgg you made this? It's so good! Ugh"
She smiled

Y/n's POV

I had made breakfast for the both of us and went to wake yo sunghoon but when I went in his room he was sweating and didn't look peaceful as he usually did when he slept, so I shook him,
"AHH" he woke up.
"I just came to tell you, I made us breakfast.. You must have had a bad dream... "
"Yeah I guess"
We both went down and I served him a stack of pancakes and added his favorite fruit on them along with whipped cream.

"Mmh my favorite! " he said and took a bite.
"Woahh you made this? It's soo good! "
I smiled and when we were done we played some games and got ready for the rest of the day.

On Monday I went to school and he wasn't there. He did say though...
"Hoonie's not here? " Jennie asked.
"No... "
"Awh it's ok girl, he'll be back next year... Wait no- don't cry!? That wasn't meant to make you cry!?"
I hugged her I wasn't really crying much, I was just a little sad I wouldn't see him in class till next winter... we headed to class and I just doodled to whole time.

At the end of school I went home and I texted sunghoon to see if he wanted to hang out. After a few hours I'd finished my homework and all my chores so I checked for a response, but nothing.
I texted him again, I could see he was online but no answer. I didn't think much of it and prepared dinner.
The next day I went to school and went home, as usual. I completed my homework and my chores like everyday, then I received a call from sunghoon.

Sunghoon's POV

At 17.45pm I finally decided to do it. With teary eyes, I dialed her number. It's the right thing to do! Other wise she'll die! And I can't live with the eternal guilt of knowing that if I didnt do this I'd be partly responsible for her death!

"Hoonie~"

Hearing her voice made me cry harder.

"S-sunghoon, you alright? "
"Y-yes.. " I lied, I'm not okay at all...
"What's wrong? "
"Y-y/n"
"Hoon, what's wrong? Tell me... "
"God y/n stop making this so hard for me... " I sobbed.
"What..? "
"Y/n we have to breakup... "