Read If You Like Vampires And Angst And Yaoi

BACKGROUND INFO!!!

I will give you guys some random info about my OCS and about how posting will work!!

Firstly is Felix, he is a vampire who is roughly 220 years old. He is pansexual and transmasc, and he has a whole bunch of issues! (He/they, although I refer to him with he/him because he prefers that in canon)

Next, we have Micah, his "love interest" I guess. They're an endgame ship and things get kicking within the first post (they fuck)

Micah is a closeted priest who deals with a lot of internalized homophobia and guilt because of the fact he is gay. Not fun :[ (he/him)

Everest also will be mentioned! They are an alien designed after an old weirdcore oc. Their head is an eye and they have tentacles in the place of arms. She are like a mother figure to Felix, especially later on. (She/they/it)

There are others who will eventually be introduced later on.

Now, to the actual writing bits! Individual trigger warnings will be put in each chapter, but a main list would be:

•self harm
•disordered/restrictive eating
•blood
•abuse (there are multiple kinds mentioned. Yet again, individual chapters will be given warnings.)
•sexual trauma (this isn't mentioned too often, but there is one that talks about it in depth)
•religious guilt (both between Micah, and the fact that I am leading to Felix becoming a cult leader of sorts, there is a lot of religious trauma here)
•general angst. I am an angst writer. I don't often deal in Smut or fluff, though all three will be in this story.

Some non triggering topics included in some fics would be:

•domestic fluff! Yippee!!
•age regression ("fuzzy" Felix is regressed Felix, however, he, nor anyone around him, knows the actual term, so they settle for fuzzy due to little space feeling very fuzzy. I would know, I am a regressor myself. To clear things up for those who don't know, it's not a kink or anything gross. It's a healthy coping mechanism)
•comfort! Wahoo!
•silly vampire shenanigans
And more!

Now, onto more technical things.

I have no idea how frequently I'll be posting, as my writing is fully self indulgent and I am struggling mentally, so I can't find the motivation to write all that often.

I am going to post the parts that I have so far, in chronological order, with brief summaries and trigger warnings at the start of each chapter. After I have the ones already made posted, I will post new ones with the context of what point in the timeline they take place in.

I have 6 or 7 chapters already made, with two more in development, though I am not planning on posting those right away because they take place much later in the timeline and I need to make a few more chapters to close up the gaps.

Eventually, I'll probably rearrange the chapters so they will connect better into a more solid story. That won't happen for a long time though, this will likely be quite messy for a while.

Every single chapter is written like a one shot, because that's kind of how I initially invisioned them being read. They do have a connected story, so they aren't one shots. I hope this doesn't bother you.

I am copy-pasting these from Google drives, as that is my preferred writing area. Itallics, bold, etc. Might be a bit wonky just because they don't translate over so I have to redo them.

THE WRITING GETS BETTER AS YOU GO ALONG. I SWEAR I PROMISE. The first two chapters were written months ago and my writing has genuinely improved so so much, please just stick around 🙏🙏🙏

Like I said before, this is very self indulgent and I'm mainly just posting this for myself. I don't expect anybody to read this.

But, if you do read this, please give feedback! I want to know how I can improve or what things to keep doing, and I love hearing opinions on my work (please be nice though. Give constructive criticism instead of insults)

That's all, have a wonderful day/night and enjoy the story thus far!