Solarballs shenanigans

Jupiter's panic attack

Angst with a happy ending ya'll

thinking

Speaking

Heavy speech?

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Jupiter POV:

After the trials were over sun had sent us back to orbits, I felt my self getting hotter and tears welled up in my eyes, I tried my best to hide it but Saturn must've sensed something was wrong.

When I finally reached I finally broke down, I curl up into a ball and start grabbing at my hair, my vision is too blurry to understand what was going on around, I start grabbing at chest because I felt like no air was managing to get into my lungs, my mind was racing.

Why didn't I say anything

It felt like my voice was gone (did I actually care about them?)

He's gonna come back 

He's gonna get his revenge(I deserve it.)

What will sun think (he's going to eject me)

I'm such a worthless excuse for a planet 

I'm such a worthless excuse for a gas giant

I'm such a worthless excuse of a liar

I'm such a worthless excuse

I'm so worthless

So worthless

Worthless

Worthless.

WORTHLESS.

Saturn POV:

I adjusted the cuffs on my sleeves as I float back to my orbit, it's a nervous habit I've developed, especially after what happened at the trials, every time my mind wanders back to the shocked faces of my moons when I actually got they're names right never failed to bring a smile to my face.

As I look around I see Jupiter acting more..skittish? I can't find a word for it but it looks like he's on the brink of losing his mind.

When I finally made it back to my orbit I couldn't help but worry about my friend, hell we've been friends basically ever since we first formed, how couldn't I?

My worry must've been plain obvious since my moons started to question me about it.

Dione: Hey Saturn are you okay, were the trials that bad?

Saturn: huh? Oh no it's not that it's just Jupiter..

I-I'm gonna go check on him, it'll be quick!

I floated towards Jupiters orbit, when I finally got there I saw Jupiter grabbing at himself and breathing heavily, he must be having one of those panic attack's Earth talked about!

I knew my memory was bad but I tried my best on what Earth said to do, he said something like "try not to startle them" and "help them calm down"

Carefully, I approach Jupiter as he shook uncontrollably, his poor moons looked terrified, I slowly sat down, he made eye contact with me as I placed a hand on his back, I start to rub circles as I side hug him

Saturn: It's ok Jupiter, everything will be alright.

After a couple of minutes he seemed to be getting better, I pull him into a hug as I comfort him some more.

Saturn: I'll always be there for you Jupiter.

I comforted Jupiter for what felt like an eternity until he finally calmed down and had fallen asleep in my lap, as I ran my fingers through his hair I saw two of his moons approach me.

Io: W-w-will Mr Jupiter be O-ok-ok..?

Callisto: Yeah, he's never acted like this before..

I gave them a soft smile before replying

Saturn: I'm sure he'll be just fine when he wakes up, I'm sure of it..

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I hope ya'll liked it, this was supposed to come out tmw but I got lazy sooooo

How'd yall like the new episode?

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