Don't love someone with a broken heart, in the end they'll break yours to fix theirs
I had to ask Ming to finish my shift for me I wasn't feeling well and had to leave, this time I did take a bus but I was in pain and couldn't walk anymore, I couldn't stop thinking about Susan and the fact that she still contacts her ex boyfriend, well it's none of my business but I was developing feelings towards her and it seemed like I had to shake them off since there's a narrow chance of being with her now,
Life isn't easy, you don't always get what you want and love is just something that comes to you rather than you going for it but I'm just a seventeen year old boy what do I know. But I do know life hasn't been fair to me and I feel like I'm best friends with bad luck. Am I going crazy because I keep seeing her face in people on the bus, I think I was having a conversation with her or was hallucinating. When I got off the bus it was as if she was walking next to me and I finally told her how I felt but she never replied, to be honest I thought she was real but i was just talking to myself, my heart was too ill and it made me feel like she was close to me the whole time, and it was getting hard to breathe, it was as if she was in the air.
When I reached home, I tried to open the door but I couldn't I lost my balance and fell off.
While I was unconscious, I felt like I was flying a plane, going straight to the milky way and beyond that is where Susan was, but it felt like I wasn't even close to reaching her. No matter how fast I go, no matter what I tried it felt like it wasn't enough and I was just not fast enough and I needed to be fast enough to catch up to her. So I got on top of the plane and removed some parts of the plane that were slowing me down, went back on the plane and tried my best but I still wasn't fast enough, and all I did was just sit in that plane and hope for a miracle to happen that maybe I'd catch up to her.
"I've been saving my heart for you" I whispered as I was gaining consciousness, just to find myself in a hospital bed and being surrounded by my family, my mom, dad, grandfather and my grandma' Nana.
Mom: (with a shaking voice) Jamal, what's going on baby, what's wrong, it never got to this the doctors told us it would never get to this, Please tell me what's going on baby.
"Please don't cry mom, it's alright I'm alright, I feel fine, I don't know what's going on with me, ever since I met this girl I just get all these types of panics"
Dad: A girl ?
" Yes, her name is Susan, I don't know I think she's the reason I'm having these weird feelings around my chest and my heart just beats a little bit faster when I'm around her"
Then the doctor came in and we had to hear what he would say about my condition, but before I tell you what he said, let me take you back to where it all started.
