○𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗿 𝗜𝗻 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗦𝗸𝘆○

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 - 𝟭

"𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴      
𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦         
𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵..!!"

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Shanaya's POV

It's mid night and once again I'm going out off my room. Taking care that no one wakes up because of me.

Finally (sigh) I'm at the terrace of my house. Gazing the twinkling stars. They are just so beautiful making different patterns in the dark sky along with a shining moon.

I take a deep breath while looking at the sky to calm my nerves and now I know that I won't be able to sleep so I thought to sit here for a while.

While looking at the stars and dark sky, I remembered some of my past events, my nightmares. Which no one knows and are buried deep inside my heart. I'm thinking that how sensitive I am. I'm just tired of being this strong and bold in front of everyone. Day by day It's getting hard for me but here still I'm trying don't know how long it's gonna take. I've always thought that I don't need anyone as I'm enough for myself but now looks like it's not that what I think. I didn't realize while thinking all this when tears start flowing through my eyes.

Hey Shiv ji!! When will I get rid of all these things? I am really fed up with all these nightmares. How long will they keep coming? Why can't they stop? What did I do wrong that I am getting such punishments?
(Sobbing and crying badly)
Now I'm requesting you please God, just send someone who can get me out of all this things and save me from my own thoughts. I just can't take it anymore.

After crying my heart out I got up and came back to my room. I am not able to sleep due to my burning eyes. But I tried it while hugging my pillow.

Next morning:-

"Shanu!! Shanu!! Wake up bachha"

I feel like someone is caressing my head and damn it feels so good.

"Shanu!! Wake up before your mom gets here"

Shit! And I wake up with a sudden jolt thinking about mom scolding me for waking up late..

My dad chuckles "now get ready quickly and come downstairs to eat brakefast"

"Okay dad" I said while kissing on his cheek and quickly went to bathroom to freshenup.

Now I came out of the bathroom deciding to wear a simple suit as I was thinking of going to the temple today, so I thought of wearing a suit, applying a cream to Moustrize my face as I don't like to do make up at all. Then I went downstairs.