Deviated

Three

Namsoon's Pov :

Si-Oh barged in the washroom as I was wrapping the bathrobe around my body.

He didn't take his eyes off me.

I watched him shut the door behind him.

I know I was looking like everything, except decent and normal.

My eyes were blood red due to the continuous crying over my fucked up fate. Once again, I was missing my mother. The only family I had, has become a maze.

Honestly, for the first time I was scared of walking into the unknown.

I was scared of every possibility this maze would turn into a reality for me. I was scared of the truth it hold in every hook and crooks of itself.

Tears started to fill up my eyes again and I looked away from him, watching the belt of the robe in my hand as I tied it.

Maybe if I didn't had come across him, I would atleast have the home. Even if it was a lie.

A drop of tear escaped from my eye and fell on the belt, getting soaked through the fabric and leaving a spot there.

But the fact is, since I have already walked through a part of the maze now I shall also make sure I will reach the end.

I felt Si-Oh's presence behind me but I didn't look at him. I couldn't.

I would break apart once again, seeking for his comfort.

And he would leave like he did hours ago.

I absolutely loathed being vulnerable and needy.

I secured my bathrobe and ran my fingers through my tangled hair, seperating the clumps harshly. The pain radiating through my scalp made me felt alive.

' Namsoon ' I heard him call my name.

I didn't answer.

He stepped closer to me and I felt him wrapping his arm around my waist.

Si-Oh pulled me back over himself.

The warmth of his body washed a sense of relief down my body and I relaxed in his arms, subconsciously.

' We will never divorce. ' He whispered close to my ear and turned me around.

I wrapped my arms around his body and hugged him.

' This marriage makes no sense. ' I argued despite my mind disagree with me.

Maybe it was the only best thing that had happened in my life till now.

' It does. ' Si-Oh said, trying to make me look at him but I pressed my face further into his chest. His smell was what I had been searching for in the past few hours.

He let me hug him tighter.

He kissed the top of my head and placed his head over mine, rubbing my back softly.

I had no sense of time anymore.

I wanted to stay like this. Forever.

I got lost in him.

After some minutes had passed, I felt him pulling on the belt of my robe and untie it. The robe loosened and I broke the hug to look at him.

He was looking down at me, softly.

He stepped towards me and I took a step back.

I have no time...

But Si-Oh kept walking me back till I was pressed against the wall of the shower.