Twisted Twinnem🎨 || GeminiFourth

-Hurting & Healing-

  "Dude, I miss him" I stated pouting while satang gave me an annoyed look. "For the thousands time you have said this today" finally satang said heaving a sigh. "Oh so you counted" mark replied with a gawking expression. "Agh you guys aren't helping in any way" I said before satang could reply more.

"Aishh why don't you just go & meet him instead of suffering here?" satang asked. "Damn I told you both na I can't meet him before my entrance exam ends. And I still have one more week. Uff god" I layed my head down on the table we were sitting while dramatically crying.

"But why though?" mark asked being confused. "I don't know, the last time we talked which was probably 3 weeks ago he told me not to talk or meet until my entrance ends" I replied trying to figure out the reason too. "Maybe he is just being caring for me hehe" I added smiling. "But didn’t you say he has been acting weird for a while?" mark asked instead.

Well that was true too, it’s like he changed. At first he at least picked up calls bt as the day passed by he just picked up & cut it off Saying he was busy and will call back later, which later actually never came while I waited for his call. It was okay until he said one day that we should stop meeting too. I tried to talk about it but he just said it’s like an order, not request. But I just shrugged it off all thinking he might be just busy with his new Uni life things. And now-

"Hey?" "fot?" "you zoning out again?" I flinched hearing sounds and finally looked around seeing this two has been calling for me. "Ah sorry" I said smiling again but it more felt like a fake one.

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"Y-you just said what?" I asked while my voice trembling. After a pause for seconds he said that again "I said let's break up". At first I really thought I heard wrong but how he said with such a seriousness, anyone could say he wasn’t joking and how the sentence changed from 'we should break up' to 'let's break up' made lots of sense that he wasn't asking for my permission but demanding for me to say yes. I was about to protest but my voice just stayed stuck in my throat couldn’t dare to utter a word cause even if I said no would he listen to me? If it was sudden then I would literally do anything but after what has been happening since last 2 months I could say it was unexpected, not really surprising at that moment. In fact he was stating his decision without caring about my opinion so how could I just stop someone from going when he doesn’t even want to stay? I guess he has been planning this already so who am I to stop from executing his plan, right?

Finally after 1 minute of long pause I swallowed the lump in my throat and replied, "Okay","But can you at least explain the reason? Was it anyhow my fault?" I asked calmly almost holding my breath & refraining myself from not bursting out in tears any moment. And that moment he was just staring at the ground and I was waiting for him to speak.

Then he just immediately stood up and left without saying anything. I just blinked few times in case I was just dreaming but it was the harsh reality. He really left. And this time he wasn’t gonna come back to me. Maybe it was all my fault that he couldn’t stay with me anymore.

As unknowingly a tear escaped from my eyes I knew I couldn’t stay there anymore so I immediately called the two and left for our  usual meeting place.

I was blankly staring onto something when I heard panting voices coming to my ears. As I looked up, I saw both of them panting heavily looking at me with worried look. "Sit" I said calmly showing them the seats. They both looked confused but the next moment their expression changed to terrified look. "So-" before mark could complete his sentence I stated looking down "We broke up".

I was expecting at least a shout from satang like 'WHAT!" but as I didn’t hear anything I looked up to them and found them nowhere. I started looking around as spotted one holding a tissue box coming towards me, actually more like running and another one holding a drink running to the same direction as the other.

Both reached just 2 seconds one after another and handed me the things they were holding while both panting heavily for a moment and finally sat down. "A tissue box for wiping your precious tears" mark said placing the tissue box. "And here's your favourite pepsi so that you won't feel dehydrated after all your tears left out" satang said next placing the drink.

I just smiled at their silliness and said "oh plz I won't cry okay". And exact that moment tears started flowing down from my eyes unknowingly. I was already sobbing hard and grabbed a tissue from the tissue box.

Actually the tears wasn't because of the break up, but for the people by my two side. Without asking for the reason and just saying "it’s ok", they were literally up for taking the consequences cause they know it was never okay. Instead of comforting with just words, they became busy to take care of me with efforts. And maybe that's the best comfort.

After a while of finally calming down I explained everything to them and no one of them said a word blaming him or me, or didn’t even force me to move on. They just listened and just asked about what I was feeling or just made fun of my crying face or changed topic without my knowings. And more funny thing was they both literally called out their boyfriends and ordered them to bring my favourite foods, drinks to cheer me up and to stay by my side till I felt okay.

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For the next whole week they 4 were staying by my side all the time except the night time. They insisted on staying on nights too but I literally had to beg them for not doing it but every morning at 8 they'd just come, woke me up, fed me breakfast, spend the whole day with me till 8 at night. After that I'd just go to sleep because of whole day tiredness. It wasn’t even feeling like I had break up at all as I couldn’t shed a tear since that day of the break up cause they just didn’t make me think about it and cry even for a moment. They became like my parents whom taking care of a kid which is me.

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It was wednesday of the second week and yeah I already shoved them off for leaving me alone saying I was doing okay. Well I really was doing okay but then I started feeling sick, maybe I got used to taking care of me like a kid so as they were gone my body started showing reactions damn.

And then I was here, sneakily getting out of doctor's room after my check up. As I turned around from the door I got froze on my spot, at least it would be the last person I would want to see at that moment...

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A/N note-

Finally an update at this midnight! Hope y"ll like it. Please give votes and comments if you like it. Stay tune for next update🫶