CRASHED : SOLAR ECLIPSE

Im so envious of you id rather wear your face as a mask rather than be myself

This chapter has mentions of self harm and suicide
please skip the first + + + to avoid mention if sensitive

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Tobias sits in the forest, hugging his knees as he sits on the river bank

It was the same river bank Hoshi and Tobias had first talked at

Tobias watches the fish swim in the water, trying to continue his anger

'Maybe they are all right.. im just a stupid boy..'

He says, looking down at his feet

'How could I let my own jealousy drive me like that..'

'I really owe everyone an apology..'

Tears form in the boys eyes, Tobias wiping them away

'Thats okay though.. they wont need to worry about me though..'

'Ill kill myself, ill erase myself from this world so no one has to put up with me ever again.'

Tobias pulls out a knife, the same knife he used to paralyze nicco that one night

'Im sorry Hoshi, I'm sorry Nicco, im sorry Theodore.. I've truley let you all down..'

'I just know mom is up there watching with her face stained with tears..'

'Ill finally be there to comfort her.'

Before Tobias can pierce himself a stone hand grabs the knife and chucks it away

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Hoshi slams through a large rock full speed, destroying the rock into millions of pieces

Argos and Meena would watch as Venus trains the boy, both of them clapping

'My, aren't you already getting better at this!'

Meena claps, taking notes in her fluffy notebook

'Ive never seen anything like that from a celestian.. this kids really something V!'

Argos nudges Venus who just smiles

'Good thing I'm not the only one who has faith in him.'

Venus smiles, signaling Hoshi over

Hoshi swiftly warps to Venus, losing his balance for a moment

'Ta-da!'

Hoshi snickers, taking a seat beside Venus

'Your not mad about amaris, right?'

Venus frowns, watching as Hoshi's face becomes serious again

'Oh uh- I guess im a bit bummed.. he's not me though. im my own person.'

'I can be whatever I want and that's the beauty of it, even if he comes back no one will stop me from being the best me I can be!'