"Why are u talking like that lover." I asked her
"This how i speak to people i dont know, im leaving now reputation." And she left the house.
i fucked up. i fucked up so bad.
I drank. I fucking drank even though i swore to her. I swore i would never do it again. It always scares her when i drink
I dont even know what got over me.
One second i was in control and the next i wasn't, it was like i snapped
I might not know what happened but i know i need to find lover
I go to the table and i picked up my phone and rang her
No answer? Shit.
I call her another 13 times before i gave up and started brainstorming where she could have went
My watch read 1:13 am. Lover is out right now and its literally 1 in the morning , what the fuck do i do? Maybe i should text to see if any of the girls know where she could have gone
My hands were shaky as i typed out the message but i managed
The Eras
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Guys do you know where- 🖤
Lover could be?
💚- me and fi havent seen her
Why did something happen?
I just need to know-🖤
🩵- she isnt with me and middy hasnt seen her either
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I turned off my phone and got in the car and started going to places lover would go, but
About 30 minutes into my search, i heard sirens.
I looked at the scene infront of me and it was a pink convertible that had ran into a lamp pole, with an ambulance beside and there were paramedics pushing a gurney out of the it in a rush
I read the license plate
"1ov3r13"
fuck.
no.
please tell me im seeing things.
i get out of my car and ran towards the crash
The closer i got the clearer it became but i felt my eyes become blurry when i say the sight of lover on that gurney.
"Maam step aside" the paramedic told me
"Please im her girlfriend!" I sobbed and begged
"Let me go with her please." I needed to be with her
This was all my fault.
"okay you can get on the back" the paramedic sighed
I quickly thanked him and rushed into the ambulance
when i got into the car the sight of lover absolutely shattered me. she was unconscious and she was bleeding in multiple places
"I- is it bad?" I asked
"She's unresponsive right now but it looks pretty serious." The paramedic replied and i just felt worse. I wanted the earth to swallow me whole.
