I have lost a lot of people in my short life
Through death, and time, and distance
But never before have i ever lost someone through choice
And it is a devastating feeling
Because it was never going to be my choice
But in the end it was yours
And in some ways the act of losing someone by choice
Is infinitely more devastating
Then if I were to have lost them through death or time or distance.
Because at least than there was an excuse
I could have just told those who asked
"We don't talk anymore, we just grew apart"
Or
"We don't talk anymore, the distance made it to hard"
But now when people ask, all i can tell them is
"We don't talk anymore"
And I cannot give them a single reason why.
At least when I lose someone to time
That gives me an excuse to tell people
Better than the one that you gave me.
Maybe, at some point, the universe decided that we just weren't meant to be.
