You and I

Chapter 2

7:30am. 

I'm late. my first class for today starts at 8am and kakatapos ko lang maligo so I'm rushing na magprepare since ito lang naman ang subject ko for this day.

Binigyan ko nalang ng pagkain si vanz at naglock na ng mga pinto at nagdrive na papunta sa school. I ran paakyat sa room namin since sa 3rd floor pa ang classroom namin.

Thank God wala pa prof namin pagdating ko.

All throughout the class, I was just zoning out thinking kung saan ako pupunta or kung anong gagawin after ng class namin since may training pa kami for basketball ng hapon.

Nagdrive na ako papuntang tambayan namin, pagdating kumain na ako since di pa ako nag-agahan.

After eating pumunta na ako sa usual na spot ko then i turned my laptop on, manonood nalang ako tutal 5pm pa training namin.

I was just staring at the screen, still thinking if I should watch or do anything. I suddenly feel so empty and clouded at the same time.

I used to be the girl who's very cheerful. the very extroverted type of girl, but i guess things do really change. now, I'm not that approachable and easy to talk to. I'm not shy but it feels so tiring just to talk about things and interact with people. I guess i really lost the will to just be very social with people.

"Bakla, ano nanamang iniisip mo?"--nagulat ako kay Hael na bigla nalang lumitaw sa tabi ko.

"Nothing."-me

"Nagawa mo na ba yung assignment? Pakopya hehe. Pahingi na din ng papel oh."--hael

I just chuckled, she always asks for paper napapaisip tuloy ako kung wala bang kaya to na bumili ng papel eh ang mahal ng tuition namin dito.

"Sige na Cloud, bffs tayo diba diba?"--pagmamakaawa ni Hael

I just took out my paper from my bag then handed it to her.

"Hanapin mo nalang jan."--i said then went back to thinking

I shook my head, I'm overthinking things again, I'll just watch nalang.

I finished waitching some episodes then I reaceived a new notification

1 New Notification

I tapped the notification

elle----You free?

Speaking of Gab, hte thing in the convenience store came to my mind

"Oh hey Gab."--I responded after wearing my glasses

"What are you doing out so late at night?"--gab

"Isn't it obvious? I'm eating."--I responded arrogantly

"Oh. sorry about that."--she chuckled. what's her problem? Nakakawalang gana kumain.

I just sighed then continue eating not minding her as she sat on the chair beside me

"So I heard that you're studying Veterinary Medicine. how's it going?"--she asked

"It's fine."-- i replied then continue eating, she didn't say anything after that then she started eating too.

"I'm done. see you."--i said to her after I finished eating then went to the counter to buy a pack of cigarette and a lighter then went out.

Sumakay na ako sa motor and starts to drive to my usual spot when I'm smoking. a roadside that has benches and lights. there are other people here but not that much.