Detective Reeves (Supergirl/OC)

Chapter 4

Friday

"What the hell are you wearing?" I ask Alex looking her up and down. She was wearing a tight blue satin dress with a slit that went to her upper thigh. She wore nice blue high heels and a diamond necklace. "What kind of club do you think this is?" I say sighing out and rubbing my temples.

"What's wrong with her outfit?" Kara asks me.

"Do you see what I'm wearing?" I ask pointing to my clothes. I'm wearing an olive t shirt, black cargos and combat boots. "This is the type of club we are attending. Not a club for the rich and stuck up." I say.

"You didn't say that." Alex says gritting out her teeth.

"No. You didn't read the files." I said. "I left them for you." I told Alex when in fact I knew that I forgot to give them to her. I'm pretty sure they were still sitting on my desk but I would never admit it to her now.

"You're lying." Kara says. Fuck. Do I have a tell? Or can she...hear my heartbeat? There's no way she's a superhuman lie detector. I mean she has super hearing so probably.

"Fine I lied but just wear normal fucking clothes Jesus Christ. Save that for another day." I say gagging. I hate when people wore such fancy clothes. I hated the way people acted when they dress liked this. It made me have flashbacks of another life I had.

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5 Years ago (Trigger warning)

I was at a party for my mother. She was receiving some kind of award from her job as well as other workers so the CEO invited everyone to her mansion. My mother tried to force me into a dress but obviously that didn't go well so here I was in my first tuxedo suit. I was in a corner by all by myself while my mother walked around greeting everyone.

Then suddenly a beautiful woman in a skin tight red strapless dress comes over to me. "Parties suck huh?" She asks me smiling.

"Yeah. I'm not one for all of this." I say quietly.

"Want to explore?" She asks me smiling.

"I don't think we should. I'm not sure the owner would be okay with that." I tell her panicking.

"Well I'm the owner and I say it's fine." She says chuckling and I widen my eyes.

"I'm sorry for saying this party kinda sucks." I say quickly.

"No that's okay, dear. I actually agree with you." She says chuckling. "Now come on. I know you'd rather be anywhere else than here right now." She says holding out my hand. I grab it and we sneak away from the party.

"My name is Tara. What's yours pretty girl?" She asks me and I feel my face get hot.

"Jordan. Jordan Tate." I say nervously.

"Ah yes. Your mom is wonderful." She says and then she proceeds to show me many rooms in the mansion. This place was like a museum. There were different art pieces and ancient artifacts in the rooms. It was beautiful and so was the woman showing me.

"This place is amazing." I said in wonder. She then leads me to another room and closes the door behind her. At first it's kind of dark and I can't see. Then she flips a switch and all I see is a bed in the room. My heart drops. "What is this?" I ask her turning around and her dress is down her body. I slap my hand over my eyes embarrassed.

I hear her taking footsteps closer to me and then I feel her hands on my wrist pulling them away from my face. "It's okay to look at me." She says. "I don't bite." She tells me and I open my eyes. She was beautiful but this felt wrong. I felt a growth below my belt and I quickly put my hands over my groin. This was not the time. "Oh. Someone is excited I see. Now this is unexpected." She tells me and I'm honestly scared. This shouldn't be happening. "Drop your pants." She says stern.

"I don't think this is a good idea." I whisper out. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest.

"Drop them or your mom is fired." She says stern and I widen my eyes. I had tears running down my face and I unbuckled my belt and pushed down my pants. "Underwear too, dear." She says getting down on her knees. Before I could do anything she forcibly pulls down my briefs and I start sobbing. "Shush. Let mommy do the work." She silences me by gripping my member. I close my eyes and tune everything out.

————————————————————————————I was only 19. I was assaulted. After that I shut down. I didn't have sex until I was 21. After that it started a long road of a sexual addiction. I know the way I'm coping isn't right but I can't help it. I don't think I ever will to be honest.

"Reeves!" Supergirl says snapping me out of my flashback. I feel something wet on my face and I touch it looking at my hands. Tears. I quickly wipe my face.

"Just change. I'll be right back" I say turning around and storming away slamming the door. Fuck. I haven't cried in years. Let alone in front of people. In front of Kara. I need someone under me and I needed it now. I pull out my phone calling Talia. "Where are you?" I ask and she giggles.

"No 'hey Talia how are you? How have you been?'" She mocks out.

"Hey Talia. How are you? How you been? Where the hell are you?" I ask her rubbing my inner thigh.

"That needy huh?" She teases.

"Talia, I am not in the mood for games." I tell her. "I know you're still in National city." I say to her getting frustrated.

"I'll send you the pin." She says. "I'll be waiting." She says longingly. I hang up before she could say anything else and take off in my car when I received her pin. I'm about a mile down the road when I heard a thud inside my car.

"Where are you going?" Kara asks me.

"Get the hell out of my car." I say gripping my steering wheel and driving faster.

"Calm down." She says softly.

"I'll calm down once you get the hell out of my car!" I yell.

"No. You need to relax and slow down the car. I don't think you're in the best state of mind to drive." She says trying to relax me but it's only frustrating me more. I feel a soft hand on my thigh and I tense.

"Don't fucking touching me!" I yell out angrily and the hand suddenly pulls back. I know that I hurt her when she doesn't say anything. I slow down and pull over on the side of the road. "I'm sorry." I say sighing. "There's a reason I don't like touching." I say softly. "I'm sorry I took it out on you I shouldn't have." I tell her truthfully.

"Are you okay?" She asks me and I finally look at her. Her face is filled with so much concern. I wish I could talk to her as Kara and not as supergirl but she didn't remember who I was. She was going to have to figure that out on her own.

"I haven't been okay in a long time." I tell her sighing.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asks me.

"Six years of trauma. No thanks." I tell her.

"Sometimes talking about it helps." She says softly.

"Talking never helped me." I tell her.

"Then what does?" She asks me softly.

"Something I don't plan on telling a soul." I say looking away from her.

"How bad is it?" She asks me and I can see a flash of hurt.

"Depends on how you look at it." I tell her.

"What do you mean?" She asks me.

"You should leave." I say deflecting the question.

"What if I don't want to." She tells me and I can't handle this now. Being around Kara right now is doing things to me. I wish I could do things to her but I couldn't. I shouldn't even be thinking of her in this way. This felt extremely wrong.

"It's better for the both of us." I say balling my hands into fist. I felt myself getting harder and I needed to take care of it now. "Get out." I tell her. "Please." I beg. "We can talk about this another time." I say softly.

"Okay." She says finally giving in. "I'm here if you need me." She tells me before disappearing out of my car. I let out a sigh of relief and start heading towards Talia. I know I shouldn't but all I could think about was Kara right now. Talia would have to do.