"I can feel a sunshine stealing into my soul and making it all summer , and every thron , a rose . "
Abhay rathod
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He smile like sunlight but lives in darkness 'Abhay rathod...
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The guilt of saying those words and hurting his feelings is eating me . I want to talk to him but the strom inside me was stopping me everytime. I know if anyone will hear the story they will consider me wrong and neither I am saying that I am right . But what should I do ? I am sacred of heart break , cheat , losing the person I love . I have never been in relationship but I have saw my most closest person breaking down soo bad that it scares me everytime. And i am talking about no other but siddhi . She seems so happy but trust me before jiju came into her life she was just a soul who had expections but no hope .
And I knew the fact that she is only one who can make me understand and she did . She just left from here . But her words her still repeating in my mind and I know she is right .
Her words
"Siddhi - I know your insecurity is not wrong but priyu because of one wrong person in my or your life we can't consider everyone wrong . And in case of bhai sa i know him he is as gentleman as raja sa . And I am not saying all this because he is my devar or like my brother but I know him and now his past too .And if the fact that he have someone in his life is bothering is a matter then he have no one. He didn't have anyone believe me. Though he used to have so that it was arranged by dada sa . But that girl decided to cheat him . But he never loved her . It was just a arranged marriage which never happened. Neither he loved that girl . So please stop hurting him and yourself go and win him before things go soo wrong . "
That's whats she said and every word of her has affected me . And enough of my stubbornness I am going to talk to him . But it's too late maybe he slept? Ugh I can't bear this anymore ,alas he have not eaten the dinner so I can't let him sleep without eating .
I walk towards the kitchen and took a plate and serve the dinner and cover the plate and walk towards him room .
Don't ignore me please . Why I am soo. Sacred ?
'because you don't wanna lose him idiot ' my subconscious mind said .
Don't you know me more then me ? Huh now keep quite I am already tensed.
AUTHOR'S POV :
Priyu knock the gate of abhay's room and faded voice came from inside .
Abhay - (in low voice ) hnn kaun ? (Who ?)
Priyu - mr rathod hum hai (Mr rathod it's me )
Priyu to herself 'idiot say your name . What will he understand from hum hai ' (It's me )
Abhay - priyanshi jee it's too late I think you should go and sleep .
Priyu got shocked that he recognised her soo easily .
