The Devil and I

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Sorry for not updating yesterday😭 was procrastinating a little. (Okay a lot)
As a redemption, I added 1000 words more😭.

Hazaaron mein kisi ko taqdeer aisi
Mili hai ik Ranjha aur Heer jaisi

Na jaane ye zamaana
Kyun chaahe re mitaana
Kalank nahi ishq hai kaajal piya
Kalank nahi ishq hai kaajal piya

(I wish Abhiman could sing this song for Noor. You will know why by the next chapter.)

Bhaii please comments kardo😭. Achha lgta h padhke bahut. Also can I get 2k followers before the epilogue pls?????🥹

Noor's POV

"Wh... what?" My grip on his hands loosened. I looked at our hands adjoined together on his lap and pulled away.

"Noor I know what happened. But not the whole incident . And I want to hear it from you. Please can...you tell me. Please baby." He tried to pull my hand again in his.

He knows?

My ears ring and I can barely feel anything other than this strong feeling of my heart pounding, palpitating. Air...there is no air in this room.

"What... how... ?"

My mind goes numb. The room spins, my heart beats in my ears and a shooting pain in my heart makes me groan.

I look down at my hand, which were in his hold, everything blury, probably from the tears clouding my eyes. My entire body trembles and it keeps getting harder to breathe.

Monster. Monster's hands.

He is running his hands on me again. He is tainting me with my own blood he whipped out of me.

Blood. I see blood on my hands. I.. I need to wash those. I run. I run towards the nearest sink and start washing and rubbing my hands.

I will get the blood off me. No no. The monster can't... he can't....

"Noor. Noor stop it. STOP IT."

I hear abhiman's voice and turn back. He is standing there and is grabbing my arms away from my body.

I push him away. "Don't touch me. Don't... don't touch me." I mumbled continuously.

"Okay.. okay I won't touch you. Noor please calm down." He raises his hand. He is not touching me anymore.

He moves away from me. He moved away from me.

Like, like I am something disgusting. He moves away from my presence.

He is disgusted by it. He knows and he doesn't like me anymore. He isn't coming near me. He is going away.

How long has he known? And who told him?

Tears started raining from my eyes.

The monster's words echo in my brain.

"Little bird. Where are you?"

"My beautiful slave."

"I will cage you. Draw your blood and fuck you in it."

The walls threaten to close on me. I fell nauseated. My knees don't support my body. My legs finally give up, refusing to carry my weight, my burden. Just like I am a burden to everyone.

If my family will know they will disown me because I am the cause of shame to them. I was the one who asked them to boston. I was the one who was assaulted. I brought shame to this family. It was all my mistake.