Chapter 4

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by auts_wifeex

by auts_wifeex

Siobhan's POV:

I felt a tear fall from my eye. She was with Sara. "Siobhan you alright?" I heard Marjorie ask. Breaking myself from my trance I turned to her "mhm, yeah I'm uh fine" I lied. She seemed suspicious but didn't pester me. Once we ordered I told the group I needed the bathroom excusing myself. I felt tears come to my eyes as I stood before the mirror. What was happening to me? I was with Roger. I didn't like lesbians, how could I be one? My breathing was ragged as I tried to stop crying. I heard the door open and quickly wiped my tears. "Bon-" i heard a voice say but then the voice corrected itself "Siobhan?" She asked. I knew it was Vivian. I turned to her.

Vivian's POV:

I walked into the bathroom surprised to see a vulnerable Siobhan, one I'd never seen before, one I didn't know existed. She turned around at the sound of my voice. Her eyes were raw red, she was trying to wipe the tears away but more fell. "Come here" I said giving her a hug. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" I asked her. She shook her head. "It will help you feel better" I tried to persuade her. She let out a sigh. "It just sh-shocked me to see you and Sara" she answered. I raised an eyebrow. "Why would that make you cry your marrying Roger" I dipped out of the hug. A disapointed look crossed her face but she immediately hid it. "Viv-" I cut her off. "You chose to marry Roger I can't make that choice for you I best get back to Sara" i said it in a cold tone. Her eyes watered a bit but before she could say or do anything I opened the door and left the bathroom.

Siobhan's POV:

I wiped my eyes and waited until they were completely dry before going back to the group. The drinks had arrived "you took a while are you okay?" Marjorie asked me concerned. I nodded putting on a smile "mhm I'm fine" I gulped down some wine. She looked unconvinced. I felt like I needed to get drunk. To forget Vivian. Just for a night.