Before the accident

my hero!!!

BEFOR WE START THIS CHAPTER I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE IT TO CORY.. today is 07/13/14 and it's been two years and my heart breaks every day and I just wish things hadn't ended up like they had.For everything he was, I'm gonna be more. for everything thing he taught us I'm gonna teach more. even if he's not physically here with us anymore, I still love him and care about him like he was. and as much as I miss monchele , I love that Lea is able to love again.💋 You know, the smallest thing can change a life. In the blink of an eye, something happens by chance -- and when you least expect it -- since we're on a course that you could have never planned, into a future you never imagined. There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say. I'll never forget any of the thing that you've told me or the rest of your fans. I remember when I found out I was still so shocked when I posted on social media that I just couldn't find the words to use to say good bye so I posted a picture with "RIP I LOVE YOU!" but later that night I cried and cried and talked to him and I still talk to him. last year I posted a long paragraph with some pictures and talked to him again. I'm gonna also talk to him today and for many years down the line.
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