Dove (K. Jisoo x Fem Reader)

5

{Y/N pov) sorry if this feels fast paced, i'm a sucker for quick paced books bcuz my brain works fast. But this chap is a little more interesting.
💥💥💥Panic attack is mentioned and described.

For the entire week Jisoo is gone, I have those shitty nightmares that make me wake up drenched in sweat and panting. It's a horrible feeling. She's coming back today, though. She'll probably be here by tonight, in time for dinner. In fact, I'm making dinner for her. We have keys for each other's apartments, so I decided for Dalgom and I to go over to Jisoo's place. I missed her scent, to be honest, and I was becoming inpatient.

Dalgom rests on his little dog bed, and I make my way to the kitchen. I rummage through the cabinets and the fridge until I find all the ingredients to make tonight's dinner. I guess this week is the longest we've been apart for a couple of months now. To say that I have separation anxiety is probably an understatement. I love to be close to those I'm attached to. Jisoo is my safe place. I run to her when I'm alone, afraid, tired, excited, depressed, whatever it is... I go to her. I look for her in every crowded room. I suppose it's because she's the only person who has never done me wrong. She's never been a bad person. She's sweet... and her eyes are always so bright. Her laugh is captivating. Everything about her is perfection.

I let the sauce simmer on the stovetop; the noodles are boiling at a good heat. I look over at my phone whenever I get a notification pop up on my screen. I see Jisoo's contact name. She knows I'm at her place because I messaged her and told her that I'd meet her here. The dinner is just something I wanted to do.

Little Dove🐰: "Hey baby! I'm almost home! It's raining pretty crazy and traffic is backed up. I'll be home soon! :)"

My Love🧸: "No problem, Dove. I'll see you when I see you. I love you, drive home safely ❤️"

Little Dove🐰: "I love you too baby ❤️"

I put my phone back down, tapping my fingers against the counter as I stare at the boiling noodles. Spaghetti is a comfort meal. I hope she gets home before it's too cold; I don't want to have to reheat it because it won't taste the same.

I lean against the counter, deciding to text my group chat to pass time.

Y/N 😈🧸 : "Hellooooo"

I wait for a moment until I see messages following up after my message.

Joonie🤓: "Hey, y/nnie"

Jiminnie🩷: "Finallyyyy ur back!"

Kookie🍪: "Jimin keeps farting help me"

Jiminnie🩷: "He's lying."

I laugh at the stupid messages from Jimin and Jungkook. I shake my head a little bit before messaging back.

Y/N😈: "Gross lol"

Joonie🤓: "You guys are too grown for this. I'm going to bed... goodnight y/nnie ❤️"

Y/N😈: "Night night ❤️"

Jiminnie🩷: "I swear he was lying..!"

SexyTae❕💥: "What the fuck"

Our messages continue, making me laugh. We send memes back and forth, and Taehyung changes his display name like one hundred times. Our group chat is kind of fun. Jimin and Jungkook always fight, Taehyung is never active, Namjoon is just annoyed, and I just send reaction emojis. It's dumb, but it's fun.

After chatting, we all say goodbye, and I can hear the front door crack open. Then I hear Jisoo shout,

"I'm home! Finally!"

Dalgom barks and runs over to the front door. I quickly follow after him, and I see Jisoo's tired form bending down to pet him. I walk over to her, smiling happily as I wrap my arms around her torso. Her arms instantly wrap around her neck. I bury my face into the crook of her neck, taking in her warmth.

"I missed you." I mumble into her soft skin.

She laughs quietly, patting my back gently. She hums softly in response.

"I missed you too, baby girl."

Her voice makes me smile a little bigger, and I hold her tighter. Dalton's little paws click against the ground as he struts his way back to his bed. I lift my head, placing a chaste kiss on her lips as I grab her hand.

"I made dinner; come on... before it gets cold." I drag her along happily. She giggles all the way into the kitchen, where I've made two plates of spaghetti and set them on the table.

I pull out a kitchen chair, helping her sit down as I sit down as well.

We talk over dinner. She tells me about her week and her photoshoot, which I did see, and I messaged her to tell her how beautiful those pictures were. She tells me about the places she was invited to, and I also saw those videos and pictures.

I tell her how Dalgom and I were doing during the week. Our life has been going smoothly lately. We've got our own things going on, but we always try to make time for each other.

As we talk, I can hear my phone ringing from the other side of the room. It's on the kitchen counter, near the stovetop. Ah. I forgot to grab it before sitting down. I pat the back of Jisoo's head as I stand up, excusing myself politely to grab my phone. It's probably work-related.

I grab my phone, staring at my phone as I check the number. Hm... I don't... recognize this number. But it could be one of my fellow employees? Or maybe a client Ive talked to and forgot to save in my contacts? I don't know. After letting it ring a few times, I pick it up and bring the phone to my ear. I let out a soft sigh as I turned to Jisoo, speaking up to the person on the phone. They're rather quiet.

"Hello, this is Y/N L/N. Who is that I'm speaking to?" I try to keep it respectful; I wait for a response.

Silence. The other end is silent for a moment before I hear a small noise, maybe a sniffle or a sigh. Jisoo and I make eye contact. She raises an eyebrow, and I just shrug. She gestures for me to hang up, but then the person on my phone speaks up quietly.

"I miss you, baby."

My eyes widen a little. I can't really think right now. I'm confused. Baby? The only person who calls me that is Jisoo. Jisoo stands up, and I quickly put the phone on speaker, waving for her to come closer.

"Who is this?" I question.

There's more silence. The silence is long and a bit frustrating. The person on the line finally speaks. And it's... fuck.

"Baby, you don't remember? It's me. Linn."

I gulp, my eyes moving to Jisoo's face, and she looks right back at me. Her jaw clenched, and she snatched the phone right out of my hand. She knows all about Linn. She's heard about what Linn has done to me, and I can tell she's not happy to hear Linn's voice, especially calling ME "baby."

"Listen here, you bitch." Jisoo's voice is commanding and a bit scary. But in a good way. I know she means business. "I don't know how you got Y/N's number, but if you call her, message her, or try to come to find her, then I'll make sure it'll be the last time you try to do anything."

She's practically shaking in anger. God. Why did this have to happen? I stay silent, tears building in my eyes as Linn speaks up.

"Oh, you're going to wish you never said that.."

And then she hangs up. I instantly crumbled to the ground. My hands fly to cover my ears, and I bring my knees to my chest. Damn you, Linn.

A panic attack washes over me. I shake violently as I sob. Jisoo's arms slide around my shoulders, bringing my head to her chest. She also takes a few deep breaths, and I instantly try to copy her. My day was going well. I was excited to see Jisoo, and my dinner was ruined.

It takes about ten minutes for me to relax again. Dalgom came by for a few of those minutes. He's a sweet old man, hah. He's a great anxiety relief. Jisoo continues to hold me though, her hands gently rubbing my back as I hold onto her.

"You're a baby, you know that? My baby.."

Jisoo whispers, kissing my head. I smile lightly, nodding in agreement. I sniffle, leaning my head into her chest a little more.

"I know I am.."

I'm bigger than her, but I guess I'm proud of how I've become more comfortable. Comfortable enough to be vulnerable.

"She's not going to hurt you, okay?" She whispers, kissing my head again.

I nod, too tired to speak. Anxiety is one hell of a problem. It's annoying, frustrating, exhausting... I just hate that woman. She ruined me. But I trust Jisoo. I trust that she'll keep me safe...