It's Right (A Delena Story)

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Elena's POV
Dear Diary,
Something is off with Stefan, he's helping  Klaus with some secret mission, and he's lying to Damon and me. The only person he is being forthcoming with is Caroline, yesterday he put Jeremy's life in danger as per Klaus's request, the Stefan I know wouldn't do that. Also, he's been drinking human blood, he's not the same person and I can't be with this person, this Stefan. Caroline has been avoiding me and Bonnie is working on a way to unlink everyone from Klaus's sire line, and I have been trying to figure out how to not drain my friends of their blood. Last night, Damon had to pull me off of Matt before I killed him, I'm becoming dangerous. I scared myself last night and Damon saved me from, myself. It seems lately he's always saving me which is what I told him last night, he seemed uncomfortable at how truthful and vulnerable I was being with him, Bonnie told me that she asked Damon to help me snatch, eat, and erase and he said that Stefan wasn't letting him teach me to feed, he was being selfless that's all Damon's ever been at least with me. I looked into his eyes and begged him to help me, his heart was breaking, I was using him; playing with his emotions again, I didn't mean to it just seemed that lately for a while I was the only one who could bring this side out of him. As for the other Salvatore brother, Stefan is acting differently and we aren't the same as when before Stefan left with Klaus, I think part of me chose Stefan because of the idea that if I did choose Stefan we would go back to the way it was, but it hasn't. I don't think I will ever forgive him for putting Jeremy in danger and trusting Klaus. But he's my boyfriend and I need to know why he did it before I make any decisions about us and our future. I have to go, Bonnie and I are going to Whitmore College, her Grams was a professor there and one of her students is now the head of the occult studies offered to teach Bonnie and tell her about her grams, Damon is driving us but I need him to teach me, I think I might have to take a page out of Katherine's book.
E.G

3rd Person POV
Elena woke up and showered, she checked on Jeremy who was still sleeping.
Elena drove to Bonnie's where Damon was picking them up, she needed to talk to him now was her only time.
Damon arrived at Bonnie's "I'm not a school bus hurry up, I don't have all day" Damon huffed beeping his car, "I'm reconsidering my offer, in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1-" Damon was cut off by Elena and Bonnie getting into his car, "Were here, ok no need to panic" Elena smirked, "I was panicking that my car would run out of gas before we got on the freeway, I didn't consider my passengers" Damon smirked, "Of course, you didn't" Bonnie rolled her eyes, "You're in the back for a reason, so I don't have to hear your whining, zip it" Damon replied snarkily, Elena turned to face Bonnie "Ignore him" she mouthed. Elena shifted in her seat, "Damon, can we stop?" Elena asked staring out of the window, "I mean we are kind of on a tight schedule, Elena" Damon answered, Elena pouted, and Damon rolled his eyes "Fine". Damon, Elena and Bobnie got out of the car, "Hurry up" Damon huffed with his hands in his pockets, Bonnie went to the toilet, and Elena walked over to Damon, "Why did we stop?" Damon asked narrowing his eyes, Elena pulled his hand and took him to a nearby wall "I know you're not allowed to but I need your help to snatch eat erase, Damon I can't risk killing anyone" Elena pleaded, Damon sighed shaking his head "Elena, I can't" he sighed resigned, Elena looked into his eyes, "Please, Damon I trust you, you won't let me lose control. I never wanted this but it's happened and I need to be able to function for the rest of my life, and you're the only one who can teach me, plus you're my sire so technically you are supposed to teach me about all things Vampire 101" Elena smiled, Damon chuckled, he looked at Elena who was pouting and sighed "If I help you will you stop pulling that stupid face" Elena nodded, "Fine, but for the record Stefan will kill me, so you tell him you didn't give me a choice, ok?" Damon sighed, "Ok, I promise" Elena smiled, pulling him back to the car, "Bonnie should be here in a minute, then we can get back on the road" Damon sat in the car, Elena left the door open, "By all means take the heat out of my car" Damon rolled his eyes," You're a vampire your car doesn't need heat, you're just being whiney for no reason", "What can I say it flares up in the presence of people with saviour complexes" Damon smirked, Elena folded her arms and rolled her eyes.