Deception [Vhope/ Taeseok]

40. Hobie

"Aw...ugh..my head."

I touched my head. Its so painful. Shit, i drank way to much yesterday unlike me. I hate this hangover.. But wait, i open my eyes...

Why am i here? who brought me here... I roamed my eyes across the beautiful room and everything still as i left them. As i leaned over, next to me there was a man with his right hand tightly wrapped around me.

Wait! wait! Did i drink so much yesterday that i had to bring a man at someone else's penthouse? ugh... I was analyzing who this maniac next to me was, because he was lying down while his right arm was towards me. He's not wearing any shirt on his body and that's why i can visibly see his flexing muscles while his handsome face was facing at me.. And it finally hit me hard..Shit! It's Kim Taehyung. Damnit!. Damnit Hobie!

I suddenly sat down so his hand that is holding me moves. Fortunately, it did not wake him up, and yes.. I was wearing clothes. But this is not the dress i was wearing last night. It's a man's white shirt..fück! Did something happen between us? Think Hobie... You are so stupid, You got drunk, and now you do not know what happened. You're such a foolish girl, your fragility will ruin you..

How can you end up in his penthouse? How? Don't you have any self conscious left within you? But no matter how much i tweak my hair, i can't remember anything but i guess the important thing is that i should get out of this place as soon as possible. I don't want him to catch up with me when he wakes up. So i got up and slowly searched for my clothes. Shit really? Where is my fücking dress? But i can't find it

I also can't find my purse or my bra and i was fücking not wearing any thongs. I looked into the closet that used to be mine and everything were still there. All the expensive dresses, shorts, tops, bras, thongs, shoes, handbags, everything. It had practically been our little secret home.. My mind drifted back to those moments we spent together at this penthouse and i sigh.

I didn't touch them and only took his coats. I wore it and steal his car keys that were on the drawer.. And I'm off to go, before i leave, i looked back at the bed where he was still sounding asleep. And i felt it again after all these years.. My heart was racing very fast. So i quickly get out of the bedroom. Roaming around the livingroom, all my pictures are still hanging on the wall and even all the paintings of him naked that i had painted are there too.. What the fück is this?

I felt my heart beating even more faster just seeing his fully naked body in the paintings.. I swallowed hard and run for the door.. I shouldn't feel this way.. I don't want to feel this way! He abandoned you when you needed him the most.. So do you think he will love you now? Put it together young lady..You're not allowed to fall in love with him again.. Not anymore. I scolded myself while driving his car back to my mom's house.

"Hobie!"

Shit! my mom called while i was trying to sneak into the house like some teenager who went to sleep at her boyfriend's house without permission.

"Huh.."

"Are you coming back home now? Where did you sleep last night? Don't tell me you're seeing that young man again, Hobie.." She scolded me.

The good fortune is that my kids where with my step father and couldn't see the state I'm in..

"I didn't see him and besides, there is no reasons to see him. He's a married man and I'am a single mommy with two kids." I replied

"But he was a married man back then too.. I'm sorry to say this but I'm really worried about you the moment i heard that you will be seeing alot of him while dealing with this negotiation things.. So, i was thinking maybe we should find someone else and you step down."