Deception [Vhope/ Taeseok]

44. Taehyung

"You jerk. I thought you were going to correct your mistake and then what is this? I thought you loved her, you are an ass, dude. A total bastard." Joon said with disappointment

My friends swear and shout at me. Dam it, don't they get why i chosed that boy...That's my son. He is in a difficult time, where his mom run away..Yes, Yong went in hiding. She couldn't cope with embarrassment that she received from the publuc. And her mother rejected her son, i mean Sunwoo. And i was the only one left with him. Min Yoongi was no where to be found. I thought he loved Yong? Why doesn't he show up now and protect their son and the person he loves.

Anyway, I'm not a person to judge another person for not protecting their loved one when i failed to protect the person i loves. I don't think that Hobie will ever speak to me again. The way she left my office shows that she doesn't want anything to do with me again. I don't know what to do. The poor boy need someone to take care of him. He's unconscious and in a vulnerable stage.. He needs me even though i don't share any drop of blood with him.

"That boy needs me more, Joon..." I just said.

"You have done a DNA-test and you saw that the boy isn't yours and now you're here preaching to us how he needs you..?" he shook his head

"I have been with the child for almost eight years.. We have a bond somehow and that will only add to the child's trauma if i was to chase him away too. So whether he is my son or not, i will take responsibility of him. Especially since his grandmother, Mrs Jung don't want anything to do with him. And also I'm the one to blame for all this. If only i hadn't shown up in the two girl's life, maybe they would still be good sisters to each other." I explained.

"I don't know about you, Tae. Just be happy, dude. It's not like you're going to take responsibility for everything just because you're guilt. And if you miss this chance to get her back, you will suffer the pain for the rest of your life.. And none of us will help you again.." Hyunjin said with a laughter.

But i know they will always be there for me, no matter how stupid I'm . I just need time to over come all this exploding scandal that is surrounding me. My father and mother want me to chase Sunwoo out also... They're so angry and especially my mom who have forbidden everyone to never speak of the name Yong again.

[ Hobie on TV]

"Hello, Korea and Hello the world. Our guest for tonight is the very controversial woman of all time.. Please welcome, Ms. Jung Hobie ..Oh wait, it's Lee? Oh sorry.. again, please all welcome, Ms. Lee."

I suddenly turned my attention to the television screen here in Joon's house.

"She is really beautiful. You really don't want to try your chances with her again, Tae?"

I turned in Kai's direction.

I did not answer but i didn't like how he said that.. I'm still angry at the thought of not being able to let her in my life now. So i looked back at the TV. This is her first time to appear on screen in Korea.

Yes, She is really beautiful on and off the screen. And i badly wanted her. I want to claim her, over and over again. But damn responsibly for this boy.. It's eating me whole. That's it my friends were right. I'm trying to take responsibility out of guilt. I just can't go and throw him at the orphanage, when i can try to be his father for the meantime.

I'am a fool to not know who is the son's father. Just in the child's name, i know that he is not mine.

But that jerk of a man, Min Yoongi. I can't reach him. I can't find him. I hired so many agents to find him but no traces of him. Even Hyunjin have been helping me