It's been a week since we've came to the United Kingdom , London is beautiful.
Since we've arrived Danny is next to my side at all times, which I like him near me I do but he can be a but dramatic.
We haven't even talked about what happened to me, and what's going on.
"You alright?" He looked at me from the window, I was laying on the bed.
"Yeah" I said a bit harsher than I meant to be " sorry it's just I'm tired, can you close the blinds I'm going to take a nap" he nodded and did as I asked.
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19:21
"What?" I mumbled to my self looking at the time.
"It means it's 7" I looked over to Danny who was sitting on a chair drinking a beer.
"Oh thanks" I got up feeling really dizzy and felt really weak with had a pounding head ache. I held on to the wall for support.
"You okay?" Danny stood by my side hold me.
"I just feel dizzy and my head hurts"
"Maybe you're hungry, I'll get room service" he gave me a cup of water.
After I ate I felt a bit better feeling very.
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I decided to take a bath and relax myself, I dimmed the bathroom lights and got into the warm tub.
My thoughts slowly began to eat me up.
And sitting in my own thoughts was no good idea.
Everything I went through came flooding to my mind, overwhelming me.
" I deserved the pain" I whisper to myself "for hurting Danny and the people I love"
" I deserve all the pain"
