Actually, I have been thinking a lot lately about our relationship and how I feel towards you. The friendship has always been really special to me, and indeed, I would give anything for people to make me feel this way. But then, over time, I came to realize that my feelings for you grew into something much deeper than ordinary friendship.
I am not scared of commitment or taking it on to another level, but I need to know that we are on the same page and that we do not want things rushing; we need to learn to love ourselves before giving our best love to one another.
I am always afraid of telling you how I felt about you because perhaps I fear your reaction. I do not want to make things awkward for you but I also know that I cannot keep these feelings in my heart and inside of me anymore.
The moment I saw you, I knew you were something special. Undeniably, there is a connection that draws me in. I wish to believe that our love would stand the test of time, that it is built on the grounds of trust, respect, and unconditional connection. I want to believe that we could brave the storms together and take joy in the mundane to help build something greater and truer.
But I need to know you'll be the same, that you're gonna give, that you can choose me, when it isn't easy. I need to know you will still want me, still cherish me, still love me, when I'm nothing new.
