Morning after Wedding

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Why? Why bholenath? Why? Why do I have to bear all these things? Why do people always treat me like a punching bag? They can come whenever they want and use me to release their anger and stress. I am also a person; I also have emotions. I never wanted to live a life like this. I tried to take my own life a few years back but you never let me do that as well. Do you not want me to live in peace? What have I ever done to get treated like this? I don't know what money he was talking about. I am financially independent. I have my own company which is going really well. I do not need money or power or any other thing. 


The only thing I want is LOVE. 

Well, love will be too much for me to expect from someone but at least a little bit of respect and care I can expect.

Then I heard a thud and saw that he was not in the room now. He left the room in anger and I don't know what he will do now. I had thought that maybe we could talk and would come to a conclusion. I thought I could give him some space and then he would come around. But the way he talked to me today seems like he would never let me in.


I know I had to give him space and I will but I feel bad when people talk to me like that. He was my last hope of love. I thought my husband would love me but I forgot my luck. It is never on my side. Sometimes, I wanted to end my life but I had to live for my brother. He is the only reason for me to live. He made me believe that I could do something of my own and he helped me to open my own company i.e. Style Fashion. I had built that company from scratch; it is like my baby. I will not let anyone take it away from me for sure.


I saw moonlight emerging from the door of the balcony. I went on the balcony and looked towards the moon. Moon always knew my situation. It saw me crying, whimpering, shivering, full of blood and bruises, lying on the floor lifeless. It knows me better than anyone. I don't know how long I will be able to bear all these things. It is getting too much for me and suddenly it is getting difficult for me to breathe. I know what is happening because it has happened so many times before. I started sweating and black spots started appearing in front of me. I don't know what happened next because I blacked out and fell on the floor of the balcony under moonlight.


I felt sunlight on my face and it made it difficult for me to open my eyes. My head was hurting and my body was sore from sleeping on the floor. I tried to get up but it felt like I did not have any energy in me. But somehow, I managed to get up. I went inside the room and saw no one there. I think he didn't come back again. I saw the time and it was 6 am. I thought to freshen up and get ready. I went inside the bathroom and it was huge. It contains a swimming pool as well. I went to take a quick shower and then wore a saree that Maa gifted me.

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