September 15

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 Whenever I try to write what's on my mind, it's like my mind goes blank. I just finished some work and I hear the TV in the background. Dad's watching the Emmys and I saw parts of it as I walked through the house. I think I have a math test this week. I have another test this week and I should study more for it. My friend thought we had a test tomorrow but it was actually next week. Tomorrow I have to walk to school and I hate walking. I've never walked to school before. I've only walked from school to my house. Last last year I walked home a lot in the burning hot sun. Conner also has to walk to school unless he gets a ride from someone. I would get a ride from someone but I like getting to school early and my friend arrives pretty late. I think I'll walk with Conner since our schools are in the same general direction. I feel like eating something. I should edit my video. I like editing videos but sometimes it's time-consuming. I hate doing the music. I think adding the bgm is the hardest part. I like adding effects and text and cute graphics. I want to read more. I was on a pretty good streak during summer but then it ended once school started. I should read Pride and Prejudice. I actually borrowed the audio because my friend said it's easier to read with audio. I don't like books with the old language. It gives me such a headache to read. I still like the book itself, though. I'm reading As I Lay Dying and it gives me a headache. Somebody just won an Emmy. Wasn't the VMAs last week? I like sad music. Crying to sad music is such a mood. I used to never cry but then I started crying and it feels so good to just let it out. I only cry when I'm alone, though. I want to read Crown of Midnight. I finished Throne of Glass in a day. 7 hours to be exact. I can speed read really well. If I sped-read it, I probably could have finished much much sooner because when I read I tend to re-read lines and paragraphs that I like. I don't know if anyone else does that. Or if I stumble on a sentence I read it again and again until I can say the line from memory. It's weird. I love Diary of Anne Frank. I love that book so so much. It got me interested in WW2 and the Holocaust. That and The War that Saved My Life. I should do some more homework. I can't wait for fall. The official start is on September 22. Then I'll have a nice PSL and enjoy the cozy autumn vibes. Not that there's much of an autumn where I live. Oh, also, I've noticed that there's so many influencers living in Canada and they're all wearing puffy jackets and large scarves. I hate scarves. They choke me. When I went to Korea, I was forced to wear a scarf and it was so uncomfortable. And the large padded Moncler was so hot. But I couldn't take it off because then it would be too cold. My fingers were about to fall off but I hate gloves. Thank gosh I don't live somewhere where it gets that cold. I love winter, though. I like wrapping myself up in a large blanket. I don't drink hot cocoa. I want juice. I like juices. I love mango. La-la what am I thinking? I don't know. I can't think of much else. Bye.

Wait, no. Not bye. Dad told Conner about an earthquake and now I have thoughts about earthquakes. We had two recently and I was so scared after one of them. It wasn't a big one but during Covid everyone was saying how the Big One was coming and I don't want the Big One to come because I don't want something like San Francisco to happen where I live. I think my Dad was in SF when that big earthquake happened. That's so scary. Bye.

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