I don't want to sound like a "girls are so dramatic so I'm friends with guys" pick-me girl but sometimes I wish I was in a friend group with guys. I mean, my personality won't exactly allow that, but I wish for it. I wished for it even more when I was dealing with friendship drama.
Think of everyone talking about toxic friend groups, being left out, and ex-best friends. They're all girls. Majority are, anyway. I've been left out, left, and kicked out of friend groups. I went through a phase where I blamed myself, but I'll get to that in another entry (maybe). Girls stick so close to their little cliques, unwilling to accept anyone new. Guys befriend whoever. I mean, my brother is friends with half his grade. In competitions, guys are, in general, good-spirited. Girls are... I wouldn't say backstabbing, but less embracing. I really sound like a pick-me now. Sorry.
In class, I see guy friend groups and they just seem so carefree and they goof off. I want to be a part of that. I want to be part of a guy friend group.
I don't really think about it anymore. I still think having guy friends would be fun, but not as much as I used to. I mean, even then I didn't think about it much, but I would occasionally. I have very nice friends now so I guess that thought just stemmed from a desire to have any sort of a friend.
