Me and My Broken Heart

committing

Once I got home from school I walked straight up stairs to see Josh. Since he was out sick today I wanted to bring him some soup. Once I was done making the soup I walked into his room. "Hey Josh I decid-" I trailed off once I saw Josh about to hang himself. I screamed and he gave me this look that said 'I want to die' he was just about to jump off the chair the rope tied to his neck but I stopped him. I saw tears form in his eyes and he kept saying "Let me go! I want to die!" "Do you know how selfish you are?" I said quietly. He looked at me while tears still flowed down his now red cheeks. He gave me his 'what?' look. "How dare you think it's okay for you to leave this earth not thinking of all the grieve you would cause all of your friends! You are so d*** selfish! I can't even look at you! Who caused you to do this? Tell me so I can beat the c*** out of them!" I screamed. He looked down as tears hit the floor. "Answer me. Now!" I yelled. He looked up with a scared expression glued on his face. "I can't tell you. Because I know you would hate them forever. And I can't watch that happen. So for your sake and for the sake of that person, I'm not telling." And with that, he walked away.

"You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you,

Please don't take my sunshine away.

The other night dear when I lay sleeping

I dreamt I held you, in my arms

When I awoke dear

I was mistaken

So I hung my head and cried

You are sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

You are my sunshine My only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

Please don't take my sunshine away."

By the time I was done singing my 'happy' song I was already on my knees in tears. 'Who would drive him to do this?' I clenched my fist and punched a hole in the wall. 'I'm gonna find the son of a b**** who did this and make them pay' I changed into my pajamas and fell asleep a to have yet another nightmare about Josh committing suicide and I wasn't there to save him. When I woke up I was in tears. Then I cried until I fell asleep. 'Please don't do it again Josh'.

Remember peeps suicide isn't funny. If you have some problems talk to your family or a super close friend and tell someone about the person or people or thing that they did. I did this to teach you a lesson not to just get new followers or votes. So please do not attempt to commit suicide. Just think of all the people that will miss you. Just listen to this song and think positive!^-^ bye! I love you all!