Me and My Broken Heart

fights

Once I got upstairs Dipper followed. "What the hell was that Kat?!" (Oh crap! Shit is about to go down! Sorry...)He yelled at me. I think I heard a hint of hate in his voice. "You saw her! She had a knife up to my neck! I almost died!" I screamed back.

"What is this all about!? Stop it!" Mabel and Bill yelled. "I almost died downstairs! That's What!" I yelled. "She beat the crap out of Pacifica, thats what." "Shut up PINE TREE!" I screamed at him. After I saw the look on Dippers face, I smirked and crossed my arms on my chest

"Don't call me pine tree you depressed freak!" He shot back, hate in his voice. Once he said that tears formed in my black-green eyes. "I told you that in confidence, Dipper." I said while looking down as the tears hit the floor. He didn't look the least bit sorry. "Okay. That was like, maximum rage." Mabel said as she glared at Dipper while tried to comfort me. I shrugged off her hand and went right up to Dipper. And slapped him hard on his left cheek.

"You know what Dipper? I hate you. We're done. No one calls me that and gets away with it. You crossed the line. I HATE you. Don't come anywhere near me ever. All those kisses and hugs mean nothing to me now. F**k you. Come on Mabel. Let's get away from your brother of an asshole." I said and motioned for her to follow me. He looked hurt and sad. All his rage disappeared.

"Kat! I'm sorry. Please forgive me! I didn't mean it! I love you." He chocked in between sobs and fell to the ground on his knees. "I don't love you. You heard me. We through." I shot back. No emotion in my voice. I didn't even bother to look at him. But I could tell he was crying his eyes out.

I felt so bad, so walked over to him and hugged him. He was surprised at first but returned the hug. I started to sing my favorite Nightcore song. Caught In The Grey.

...............play...song...............

I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away.
I am letting myself look the other way.
And the hardest part of all of this is I don't think I know my way back home.
Is it worth the journey? Or do I let my heart settle here?

How cold have I become? I didn't want to
Lose you by what I'd done.
Caught In The Grey.

I don't wanna look you in the eyes you might call me away.
I don't wanna give you the chance to make me stay.

And the hardest part of this is
I know my way back, I don't want to go!
And let you see, all that has become of me!

I should've known
I should've known
I didn't have a chance

How cold have I become?
I didn't want to
Lose you by what I'd done.
Caught In The Grey.

It burns for a moment but
But then it numbs you
Takes you to leave just
Caught In The Grey.

In your deepest pain
In your weakest hour
In your darkest night
You are lovely!

In your deepest pain
In your weakest hour
In your darkest night
You are lovely!

How cold have I become?
I didn't want to
Lose you by what I'd done.
Caught In The Grey.

It burns for a moment but
But then it numbs you
Takes you to leave you just
Caught In The Grey.

In your deepest pain
In your weakest hour
In your darkest night
You are lovely!

In your deepest pain
In your weakest hour
In your darkest night
You are lovely!

I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away.

......end of song......................

By the time I finished, Dipper had calm down and fell asleep. I sighed in relief and dragged him. Literally dragged him. "Goodnight Dipper. I'm sorry I snapped at you. I love you." I said and kissed his cheek.