Me and My Broken Heart

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Ok so you will have a voice inside of your head pretty much telling you stuff to try to make you kill yourself. Sooo, yeah. Enjoy! Oh and the voice is a girl version of Bill cipher. But boy Bill will be in the book later on. ^-^! And her name is Carrie. Sorry I just had to!
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Once we got done with Josh's therapy, we went to get icecream to celebrate. When we got there I noticed something was off. No one, was happy or even smiling.

"W-what happened here guys?" I asked as a lump formed in my throat. 'Something horrible must have happened. N-no not now. I... I'm just starting to actually feel happy for once.' I thought.

"S-soul is in the hospital. Th-they say he might...die." Maka said as tears formed in her eyes. "No. No, this can't be happening!" I screamed as I started to pull my hair. ' Oh but it is Kat. You need to face the truth. Just think, everyone you know and love. DEAD.' Carrie said (thought? Whatever). NO this can't be happening. "SHUT. UP. All of you!" I screamed as I ran out of the icecream shop. "Kat, come back!" Kid yelled. ' Oh running away are we? I thought you were stronger than that, Kat. You disappoint me. No... you disgust me. You piece of filth.' Carrie said as a flash of pain ran through my legs. I screamed as the pain ran up my leg. Shut up! ' Oh such a pretty girl is not suppose to use filthy words like that. Tsk, tsk, tsk.' She said. I finally reached my room and slammed the door shut.

"Ugh, what a terrible day." I said to myself.

'You can make that all go away, you know.'

"How?" I glared.

'By killing yourself of course...STUPID idiot.' She muttered.

"Hey! I heard that! And I'm NOT going to kill myself. Dimwitted a**!"

'Whatever suit yourself. You can live the miserable life as you please. And watch all your friends dissapear slowly as you want.'

"You son of a b****! They would never leave me! They love me! Right?"

'Wrong! You really think they love you? Hahahaha! That's priceless! You're so cute when you think you know everything! Actually I'm the one who knows everything. Anyway, no. They DON'T love you. Still that was funny!' She said as she wiped away a fake tear.

"Someone help me."

'No one will ever help you. Not even love you so good luck living... filthy little b****. They can't stand you. They despise you.'

Once she said that, tears formed in my eyes. 'Ha, I knew you would crack. If you can't stay strong when someone insults you, how are you going to live with that for the rest of your life? I actually feel sorry for you.'

She's right. How am I going to survive? I mind as well die. No one will miss me.

"No. I feel sorry for you. You'll never have something I have. Friends. Who love me for who I am. So you're the sorry one. (Harry potter reference! *holds up hand for high five* Eh eh? Okay I'm sorry.) Just imagine all the grieve and sorrow I would cause all of them. Especially Josh. It would kill him to see me dead. So it would be like I gave up on him. It would be the end of the world for them. So you, Carrie.Can go rot in h*** for all I care. Because no one would love a. Self-centered. Bi***. Like. You."

Wow. I'm amazing!