Flau'jae Johnson
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I just got in from working, I'm ready to relax. I'm out of town because one of my artists had a music video.
She had a meeting and a interview too. I got my own stuff to do too, so I'm doing double the work.
I just got out the shower, now I'm ready to eat. I been wanting to smoke, but I don't do that no more.
I'm not gone lie, I be tripping sometimes and have to collect myself. I'm trying though, and that's all that matters.
The voices in my head be convincing me to smoke too. I would, but Angel gone know with all that analyzing she do.
"I wanna fuck so bad. Can you come back home?" Angel asked through the phone as I ate my pasta, "Come eat this ass, girl"
"You been tripping for the last two days, and I ain't your damn girl. Chill"
"Cause I wanna be fucked through the bed, I'm sexually frustrated. Everything and everybody pissing me off"
"I'm sorry, but daddy working" I said with a slight shrug, "Daddy putting in that work to put groceries in the house"
"When do you come home?" her voice cracked before I shook my head and chuckled
"Two days, mamas" she literally started crying and I just watched in disbelief, "You acting like I said never"
"That's too long"
"You better go find a toy"
"Why would I find a toy if I have a wife who can fulfill my needs?" she asked before I gave her a confused look, "A wife who can fold me up"
"Where she at?"
She hung up in my face before I laughed to myself. I'm asking a genuine question and she getting upset.
I been gone for three days already working. Her attitude has been terrible, and her mood swings been bipolar.
She been blowing up my phone while I'm at events, meets, the studio — she just careless. She act too crazy for me when she need to get her rocks off.
Her ass go insane.
I FaceTimed her back but she didn't answer, so I called her a second time.
"Can you leave me alone?"
"You really mad right now and it's nothing I can do. I'm in another state right now, mamas"
"Evidently, the fuck" she said with aggression
"Calm all that aggression down cause it can get like that. I done told you to stop talking to me crazy. Control yourself"
"Okay, I'm sorry" she mumbled
"And you got Steve message?"
"Yeah, he said we'll start shooting next week. It's finna get really hectic" she said while wiping her face
The crying is ridiculous.
"I know, we was talking about it. He was asking about Jaeuh being in LA, but I told him I don't know when she coming back"
"Her schedule is printed out in my office, we gotta work with her schedule. We not stopping what she got going on for a documentary"
"I know" I spoke before taking a bite from my pasta, "They can go to her too though"
"Yeah" she said while getting up and I just watched her every move
I got lost in a trance while examining her body. She so perfect, it's don't make no sense. How you have four kids and your body still look good?
